Faults and Lessons

by FRJP

Looking back, the only thing wrong with our relationship, was me. JayxManny

Title: Faults and Lessons

Authoress: FRJP

Summary: Looking back, the only thing wrong with our relationship, was me. JayxManny

Disclaimer: I don't own DTNG.

College. Kind of cold really. No, love. But that's because I left it behind. Hugs and kisses. Knowing in the end everything would be alright. It's all gone. I wonder where he is now. Jay, my Jay, forever my Jay. I miss him. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so harsh. Love should have never ended like that. "Dimples!" I can hear him calling me, but when I turn around he's not there.

He shouldn't have gone back. He shouldn't have stolen that ring! I would have found a way to get it back. No, how could I have? I had no idea what I was going to do. It was my fault to begin with. That ring belonged to his mother. That was the last thing she left him and I pawned it. I used the money to buy tickets that weren't even worth what I paid.

We never even went on that honeymoon. Never got a chance to. When I found out that Jay stole the ring back I was furious. I wish someone would have stopped me. Then I'd be with him now.

I had been mad at him many times before. He literally did everything for me! He got me into the college I originally wanted to go to. I was mad because he used seduction. I hadn't earned the right myself. He crushed my chances of independence, but now that I have it back I wish he would come back and take it away.

Jay and I had a pretty hectic love life. Break ups and make ups. Going from, pretending to be engaged to planning our actual wedding. What he did may have been wrong, but he did it partially for me. He wanted me to wear that ring. I let him fall. I regret hurting him. I regret the words "It's over" that slipped from my lips and ended it all. I lost the love of my life. Lesson learned. I swear I can still hear him say "It was fun while it lasted, Dimples" and walking away from me. And each time I look towards the sky and wonder, "Where are you now, Jay?"

So sad. But I loved that pairing, even though I missed most their episodes. .

Anyway, that's it. R&R??? anyone?

-FRJP