My First and Only

Summary: Samantha married Darrin but centuries before when she was a teen, she was in love with someone else. Someone she believed to be long dead. What happens when Samantha's first love re-enters her life?

Note: The way I write how magic works will differ from that of the show though I think it may be overlooked as my original characters (Nicole/Faith, Ash, Amber, Angela) are not quite your average or normal witch. Also, I'm sorry if the cannon characters are OOC. I did my best working on what I remembered of how the characters are and hope I did well enough. And uh, I'm not sure how they age in cannon so if it's wrong, well it IS fan fiction so call it a creative license.

Warnings: Femslash (female/female relationship) so if you don't like it don't read it and don't bother flaming it. Darrin bashing. I'm horrible at writing in the past time periods so if something is too advanced or shouldn't be in existence yet I'm sorry.

Disclaimer: I do not own Bewitched or the song Forever with You – Decyfer Down. If I did Darrin wouldn't be such an ass about Samantha using magic. Oh, also, I do not own anything from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. No, I'm not crossing over with it.

Inspired by: I was watching reruns with my best friend and have found myself extremely annoyed with Darrin for his prejudice against the use of magic. She's a witch you moron! Witches cast spells, birds fly, fish swim! Also that whole episode where Samantha has the house obey Darrin really riled me up. I haven't watched the whole series so I don't know if this is something that was eventually worked out or not but this is my way of dealing with what I consider to be a serious flaw.

Prologue

Samantha had her long blond hair pinned back by some hair pins Nicole had made her as a Christmas gift. Her green eyes were full of life and joy as she snuggled deeper into her friend's warm embrace, resting her cheek against Nicky's.

Nicole's soft dark brown eyes shinned with happiness as well. Her arms were wrapped around Sammy's middle, holding her close as she leaned back against the tree trunk on top of the hill as they watched the snowflakes fall. She turned her head slightly, letting her cold nose rub against Sam's cheek as she smiled.

She shivered, feeling the brunette's warm breath on her ear and neck. A giggle escaped her lips.

Her smile grew. "What are you so happy about?" She whispered into the blonde's hair.

"You," Samantha answered, smiling. "If Mother only knew you were a closet romantic."

Nicole shifted so she could see the witch's face, a sly smile on her face. "If she knew what we both keep in the closet."

A frown replaced her smile, "I wish we didn't have to hide it."

She pulled off one of her mittens and brought her hand to Sam's cheek so she could stroke it. "Sammy," the mortal whispered affectionately, "I love you."

The witch sighed as she looked deeply into her eyes. "I love you too."

Nicky's hand slid down to cup her cheek in her hand while she brushed her lips against Samantha's in a chaste kiss. Just as quickly as she started the kiss, she ended it. Her heart was beating wildly and she wanted nothing more than to keep their kiss going, but they both knew it was too risky. The frustration came as a low growl until she felt Sam nuzzle into her neck and pressing her lips against her skin.

The need for them to at least be able to have real kisses was strong and it frustrated them to no end.

When the following day arrived, Nicole knew something was wrong. Her girlfriend was tense and serious even as she hugged her closer. "Sammy, what's wrong?" She frowned with worry.

"Wrong?" Samantha asked in that cute tone that only confirmed she was hiding something. "Why would you think something's wrong?"

The mortal smiled, "You're using the cute voice."

She sighed. "I can't hide anything from you, can I?"

Nicky placed a quick kiss on her cheek. "No, now what happened?"

The young witch faced her with unbearably sad and pained eyes. "Mother decided it was time to move." She watched her secret girlfriend's expression drop.

"I won't be able to see you again, will I?"

She shook her head. "She said it would be too risky since we stayed here for so long."

Knowing her depression would only serve to worsen her girl's mood, she smiled. "Don't worry." Nicole placed a longer kiss than usual on Sam's sad lips. "I'll find a way for your family to accept us so we can be together forever."

Four Years Later

Samantha stood in a cemetery for the very first time. Tears flooded from her eyes as she watched the funeral from a safe distance. She waited until everyone had left before she walked over to kneel before the gravestone. She sniffled as her fingers traced over the name. A stupid gun accident. A sad smile appeared on her lips and she almost laughed. Well, it was definitely how she would've wanted to go.

Nicole Fern

Beloved Daughter

Devoted Friend

We'll Miss Her

Fresh tears stung her eyes as she whispered, "I love you Nicole. I'm sorry I couldn't save you."

Next Time

Chapter 1 : The New Witch in Town

Endora gets a visit from one of the last people she ever expected to see