The library is a quiet place, a cold place filled with old and new books, just endless books. There are students spread out everywhere studying there for the knowledge. Some books haven't been touched for years; you can tell those books every time you pull one dust rolls off of them, causing you to cough as the dust envelops your lungs.

In a quaint little corner towards the back of the library, where the self-proclaimed books are I sit hard at work, trying to Ace my exam so I can finally intern at a magazine or what I really want is a newspaper actually anything will work right now.

See I'm a journalism major, I to write, dig interesting material and scriptures up, from the past things that are so forgotten about they are almost lost.

My name is Spencer Carlin, I go to Brown University in Providence Rhode Island. It's a great school that is one of the reasons why I chose it; the other should be arriving anytime soon!

It's a lot different from L.A where I spent my high school years. I miss L.A the weather oh, the weather. My family I think I miss my dad the most. See he was there for me when my life was changing, he got me the real me. My mother never got it, I resent her for that.

Rhode Island is somewhat similar to Ohio the place I was born and raised until high-school that is. My mother moved us away and to L.A for her job. I miss the snow in Ohio but I guess I will have it now that I'm in Rhode Island. Everyone made fun of Ohio calling it "farmland" and it is but not like it was it is so built up these days that agriculture is down. I know a little bit too much but see I love little facts.

So know I sit in the library searching through the archives of the New York Times, for some type of mini fact forgotten for my paper, it's as interesting as I hoped. I start to get into it when I'm shocked out of my concentration. I hear a loud snap, and then a pop can gets slid in front of me and a bag of my fav. Salt-n-Vinegar gets dropped on the times.

I smile and look up, it's her. Brown locked hair with enchanting brown eyes smiling back at me.

"Hey" I smile

"Hey yourself" she leans in and kisses me

Deep in thought in the New York Times I see!

Yeah it's great fun I start munching on my chips while I watch her pull a chair next to me. She's watching me eat I hate when she does this.

You know those things kill your breath. I hope you don't plan on me kissing you!

She smirks at me which makes her nose scrunch and her eyes squint.

I don't have to plan! I know you want me, don't try to hide it.

I playfully pucker my lips to her

"Yeah you wish" I have too go though I'll leave you to your dark corner.

She stood and while doing so drug her finger along my jaw line.

Why you leaving me so early?

Early jam session before the pep, tonight!

Oh I see k love you

She bent down kissing me her tongue playfully rubbing against my bottom lip, before she breaks into my mouth and starts to battle with my tongue. She pulled away which made me moan a little.

Love you too, mmm vinegar!

She turned leaving me to my section of the library a little frustrated with the way she just teased me.

So there is the other reason why I came here, Ashley Davies my girlfriend! We meet back in L.A she went to the same high school as I did. I think I fell in love with her the first day we met. She helped me discover who I really was.

My mother on the other hand said she corrupted me, made me think I was a lesbian but I wasn't and it was a lie. Maybe that's why we don't talk anymore; she could never accept me for who I was.

Ashley and I started dating about nine months after we met. It was hard at first; we fought a lot of people to be together, mostly my family and the kids at school, not all of them just a select few. They hated us for being different!

But we came through that it made us stronger. Well until she had to leave for college, see I was a grade behind her, so I had to stay in L.A. I knew how the college life was, one night stands, keggers. I started to distrust her, thinking she may cheat on me. I know now she would never do that to me to us.

She came to visit when she could; I never came here though I didn't want to disrupt her college experience maybe that's why I had so much jealousy. But she dealt with my insecurities as I did hers; we made it work the best we could.

Then before we knew it I was accepted to Brown and of course I came here, it was a no brainer. It wasn't the best for my field but I didn't care I wanted to be with her.

Ashley is majoring in medicine; she wants to be a doctor an emergency room doc to be exact. No one expects that of her, the way she acts and her attitude, bt f you knew her you would know she loves to help people.

She has a band too! She plays at the school and local bars anything that they can find. She has one tonight actually which I will be attending with a smile, I don't like when she plays for keggers. I find them stupid! She is the drummer she sings for a couple of songs but Brett is the lead.

Ok well I can't concentrate on my work anymore so I'm gonna head back to my dorm maybe try to snooze a little before the party. I live in the east part of the school it's called Linden Dormitory.

Ashley is all the way in the west wing her dorm is called Reed Dormitory, that sucks we have to dredge all the way across campus just to see each other but I guess its better then three thousand miles.

My roommate is gothic girl, Allie always dresses in black, her eyebrow, tongue, lips, nose all pierced there are other things but if I named them all I would be here for a while.

She was a softie under all that make-up and armor.

Ashley doesn't like her but she hated everyone that is friends with me. It helps though that Allie always messes with her by touching me and saying shit to me, it drives Ashley crazy. I don't think she actually means it but Ashley tells me all the time to stay away from her.

Ashley wants me away from her so bad, that she actually try to convince me to move out into an apartment with her, which I will but I wanna experience a little college life first.