Hello everyone! This would be in all of my third fan fiction, I love reviews, and they make me happy! So please review! This is a Bella/Edward love story with my own twist and turns. All twilight characters are owned by the lovely Stephanie Myers.

Chapter one: BPOV

I didn't exactly know what to do, I knew I needed to do this for me, I couldn't let myself live in this town anymore, not with him being here. He is the reason that I feel as if that I have to leave, he ruined my happiness. I needed to leave, I am scared of him.

"Mom I think I wanna go live with dad." I say to her randomly.

"Why?" she asked. I just couldn't tell her the truth; it was too much for me to handle right now I don't want her asking and false accusing.

"Well I love him so much and I miss him, and I never get to see him." I said to her looking down. I honestly hated living here with her, I know that sounds horrible but I was always the mother and I hated that.

"Well if that is what you want then that is fine, I will miss you but if you feel like you need time with your father then I'm not going to say no, I'm sure he will be happy to hear this. Imma call him, and book your plane ticket knowing you, I know you want it to be as soon as possible. Go pack." She said to me, she honestly looked like she wanted to say something different but she really couldn't this is my choice.

I knew I needed to call Nicole. My bestfriend since I was a child. It was sad that I was leaving her behind. But I needed to do this for me.

"Hello" she answered.

"Hey, we need to talk... you're not going to like this." I said to her.

"Tell me." She demanded.

"Ugh this is so hard for me but I have decided to move with my dad, in Washington." I said to her, almost crying.

"But… I'm going to miss you, I don't understand why?" she asked and I wish I could tell her but as for right now I really just couldn't. I know I need to tell her before I leave, and I will, just after the plane ticket is bought but with knowing my mom that would be any second.

"I'm sorry, ill explain, okay I will. Just not on the phone, can you come over and we take one of those long walks to the creek and talk? Then you can help me pack?" I asked her really needing her to just understand for right now.

"Okay ill be there in ten minutes okay?" she said.

"Okay." I said back as she hung up.

My mom had came into the room to tell me the plane ticket was bought and that it would be tomorrow at four p.m.

I won't lie and say I'm not nervous about this big move, but if I stay here I honestly don't know what would happen. I don't think I could deal with everything here, seeing him every day, the last time I seen him, I literally had a panic attack when I got him, I can't live like that, I haven't ate all day. I need to get away from this, I'm not trying to run away from my problems but if he won't leave me alone and stay out of my life then what other choice do I have? None.

It didn't take long for Nicole to get to my house she only lived a couple blocks down. We were raised close together because we lived so close to each other. This was one of the hardest decision because I truly didn't want to leave her here.

"Hey mom me and Nicole are going to go on a walk, then we will be back and I will pack." I yelled as I walked out the door.

We were walking down the road until we seen the little exit to the creek, it was a small dirt road that couldn't fit a large car, we have never seen another car down here. Or even another person, its kinda like are secret place that we and her found one day as a pre-teen wanting to run away.

We got to the beautiful creek, I honestly loved it, it had crystal blue water and white as snow big rocks that we could skip from until we got far enough don that we felt safe enough to sit and let everything out. This has been a pattern for years now.

"Okay tell me. Don't try to lie and say nothing is going on like you have for the past month, Bella I know you! And something is terribly wrong here. So tell me, I can handle it okay. Don't act like I'm a child. Whatever it is I wanna help. You can't do everything on your own." She said to me stern and strict.

"I'm sorry I hid this from you for so long, I guess I just didn't really know how to actually tell you, I wasn't ready to tell you, I honestly don't know if I am now, but I know I have too." I said to her looking down not really knowing how to start this.

"Okay so I guess its actually been a month. So you remember James? Not my brother in law… that guy that I was kinda interested in. we were hanging out one night and he wouldn't stop touching me, I was fine with the small kisses and then he kept going and he wouldn't stop, no matter what I said he just kept going saying I was fine, and then he started to get rough, and I yelled for him to stop but he wouldn't, he wouldn't stop." I cried out the last few words. It was hard for me to tell, she was the first person I had told.

"He raped you. I'm going to kill him Bella, I swear to god, he will not live another day! I will rip his head off, and oh my Bella I'm so sorry, why didn't you tell me sooner? Don't worrying about that, its okay. We need to do something, you can't just run away." She said and she pulled me to her and I sobbed out against her. I wanted to be strong, I wanted to do something but I just couldn't I just wanted to leave and leave it behind me as well.

"He won't leave me alone, I don't want to do anything, because it will be to late, it's not like there is any evidence now. I've already made my decision I am moving, I have to Nicole, I just can't stay here. I feel like my chest is caving in and I'm going to die, I have no idea what to do. I just can't, please respect that." I cried out.

"Okay okay, I understand I won't push it anymore. But expect me to visit all the time! I will be there all the time! No other way to do this! You will not go through this alone! Do you hear me and until the day I can find time to get a plane ticket and go down there I will be calling you multiple times a day! No exceptions you better answer!" she said as she hugs me to her and squeezes.

"I leave tomorrow at four but I have to be there by two." I said to her.

"Okay lets go back and pack all your stuff." She said and we stood up and she hugged me tightly and I wiped the tears from my face.

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