a/n: Again, this is based on the manga version of Evangelion. The manga and anime versions of Kaworu are significantly different, so if you haven't read it, I promise none of this will make any sense whatsoever. (Even then it might be really obscure.)


my thoughts

We're the same.

your thoughts

We are not the same. We might be very similar…but we are not the same.

your feelings

Ikari. I want to be with Ikari. I want to be one with you.

My heart, it

It trembles, gasps, bleeds.

my feelings

Tepid and sticky, it constricts my chest

this yearning to touch you. kiss you. this fear of losing you.

yours. mine. ours—

(how would it feel if you came to love me?)