Hello(: So, yeah. I found this on my computer, saved under my documents, and I wrote it a long time ago. It's pretty dumb, pointless, really. Yet again, I didn't write it with Camp Rock in mind, I just always tend to post here. And I'm only posting this because it's been so long since I have posted, and I have subscribers and I love your reviews. I know I really need to write something new, and I hope to get that posted soon. So in the meantime, please read, and bear with me. (:
Forever And Always
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You met
Years ago
And even then
He took your breath away.
He was handsome
And smart
Strong
And dedicated
And best of all
He loved you back.
You clicked from the beginning
You knew you were perfect for each other
S o u l m a t e s , even.
And the perfect relationship lasted
For three amazing years.
But then the phone calls stopped
The kisses came less often
'I love you's became few and far between.
And you began to drift apart.
You felt it
You knew it was happening.
But you didn't want to face the truth
And you couldn't admit it to yourself.
You couldn't have stopped it anyway.
He broke your heart
On a bright, sunny afternoon
In the summer.
You should have seen it coming
And maybe you did.
But that didn't make it any easier
((Because you said forever and always))
Because you loved him.
You loved him
More than anything
In this whole
Wide
World.
But apparently
He didn't love you back.
You cry
And you scream
And stomp your feet
And beg him not to go.
You know you're throwing a temper tantrum
But if it will keep him from leaving
Then that's okay.
He tried to be nice about it
But you cling to him as he tries to walk away
And he is forced to push you away
And yell
Because he knows it's the only way you'll let him go.
You look up at the clear blue sky
With tears streaming down your face
And think about how misplaced
This weather is.
After all,
Break-ups are sad
They don't fit in with beautiful weather
Or the summer.
But then again
You didn't think break-up
Was even a part of your vocabulary
Anymore.
And then the tears only come harder
And they are pouring down your face
As you collapse into the green, green grass
Of the place
Your place.
But it's not your place anymore.
That was two years ago
And you've moved on.
You have a boyfriend
Who adores you
And he
Probably has a girlfriend, too
You wouldn't know, though.
You hardly talk anymore.
You haven't seen him
Since that summer day
But you both know
That it's over.
But deep down
Deep, deep down
You know
That you never really let go.
You don't like to admit it
Even to yourself.
Not a soul in the world knows
That you still cry at night
Because he's not around anymore.
It's been two years
And you've tried to forget.
But you can't forget
Hard as you try
And you know
You never will.
He was your first love
And will always have a place in your heart.
And sometimes
Late at night
When you're all alone
In the dark
You finally let
A few tears escape
And you whisper so quietly
That you can barely hear yourself:
I love you.
