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Thoughts from carson about what he has been doing through the seaons especially john.

Guilt

Blood on my hands,

Guilt in the mirror.

Everything now,

My fault.

I see me in a mirror,

Fading, getting;

Further away

It's my fault

I lost myself

In the mirror

Person I wished to be

But not.

It's my fault

I am not good

I am at fault

He is going to die

My fault

I only have guilt

It is my fault

He is going to die

My fault

Does no one see it

Or do they,

Blame me; they should

It's my fault

He is going to die

By my hand

My fault

His blood

My hands

He is gone

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