A/N: Normally I was about to write a birthday fic for my little Prince, but when I was writing half of it, my computer crashed. So this is the result of my crazy moment. Hope you enjoy it.
If I remembered
If I remembered, I would know who they were or who I used to be
If I remembered, they wouldn't look at me with those pitiful eyes everytime we met
If I remembered, my heart wouldn't clench so tight that I could barely breath when I heard their voices
If I remembered, may be they would smile to me instead of crying
If I remembered, may be I could enjoy tennis again like they always said
The sound of the ball bounced on pavement, the sound when it hit the racket
If I remembered, may be we could be together without this heavy atmostphere
If I didn't scare to face that ruthless truth
If I tried...
If I tried to remember even if my head was about to explode because of the pain
If I remembered all those thing...
May be everything would be better
If I could turn back time
If I could bring back all the memories I'd lost
May be everything would be different now
If I remembered...