Reptile

Summary: Riku thinking about what Sora did in all those years

Riku and Sora are sitting at destiny´s island and Sora tells Riku about his journey. He doesn´t know that Riku had already talked to the king who had given him a good picture what Sora had done or better said not done in all those years. Riku nearly cried, hearing that his boyfriend had cheated on him was worse enough but this was even worse.

she spread herself wide open to let the insects in
she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been

Sora had slept with the whole organization XIII, Kairi, Ariel, Tarzan, the six other princess of hearts, Goofy, Donald, Yuffie, Jack, Leon, Sally, Tifa, the Queen of hearts, Riku replika, Mulan, Peter Pan, Wendy, Erik, Cid and a whole lot of other people. Just because he had nothing else to do.

she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin
seeds from a thousand others drip down from within

Still Riku couldn´t help but addmit Sora was beautifull and he still loved him and somehow he just wanted to act like he didn´t knew Sora had done all this. Of course Riku have had the chance to cheat on him a thousand times but he had never used it. Always hoping Sora would do the same. He had loved Sora all along.

oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection

But the darkness had been part of Riku. He was ashamed in front of Sora that he had been part of what the two of them had fought. Still Sora had accepted him, had let the past rest. „I should do the same." Riku sighed, this was the last he could do.

I am so impure

Many people had guessed that Roxas would be exactly like Sora had been, but he wasn´t. He had been the lover Riku always wanted but he knew the he was buried inside of Sora somewhere. Riku was hoping Roxas would come out and that they could be happily ever after but he had helped to kill the innocent part in Sora, which was Roxas.

devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest
angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress

Riku had been desprate to loose Roxas and his true form, he hadn´t wanted Sora to see him like that. Like Ansem. But Kairi she had seen it inside of him from the start, she was light hearted and innocent like Roxas had been.

need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness

But Riku had needed the strengh of the darkness to capture Roxas. The Darkness gave you strengh but it took your heart and if you had seen it from the inside once, you´d change forever into somebody else.

I now know the depths I reach are limitless

oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore

„May Sora had needed me, maybe the darkness was too much for him to stand it alone?" Riku could only guess. Sora smiled at him and he smiled back. Everything would stay like it was right now and Riku was happy. He didn´t knew if he would be sane if he´d spent another year out in the darkness, without Sora. He was his everything.

my disease my infection

„Riku?" asks Sora. „What?" Riku is ripped out of his thoughts. „I just wanted to tell you that I´ve made a big mistake. I didn´t wanted to cheat on you, you´re my everything." Sora looks like he really is sorry. „It´s okay, I don´t blame for the mistakes you made and you don´t blame me for the ones I made." he pets Sora.

I am so impure

AN: I had nothing to do and I always wanted to write a songfic to a NIN song. I do not own Sora, Riku nor Reptile.