Man…I really don't know how good this is so reviews are appreciated. just not rude ones. Take you rudeness some where else. preferably your coffin. Also, this wasn't going to be a chapter fic but I guess it is going to turn out that way;p I really wish there more BECK fics so I'm going to try and write my share of them.

Why the hell isn't it more popular though? It is an amazing anime! That I wish was mine but it's not! Which sucks. Anyway, enjoy please!

Something Sudden

"Okay! Hold up! What's going on with you two?"

Damn it Chiba.

"I've been wondering that too. Did you guys have another fight?"

Damn it Taira.

"No we didn't have a fight. Everything's fine so can we just get back to this new song?"

Chiba gave me a look as though he sensed something suspicious before pressing the subject.

"You sure? Cause Koyuki keeps doing that fidgeting shit."

Koyuki straightened up immediately. "Hey! No I'm not!" There was a faint blush tingeing his cheeks and I just sighed.

"I said everything is fine didn't I? So let's get on with it."

We all sat still for a few moments, Chiba was actually silent, Taira looked indifferent but I could tell the gears in his head were turning, and Koyuki's blush was gone. Well, until Saku decided to change the subject. Sort of.

"Oh yeah! Koyuki, did you show Ryusuke that song you were working on?"

Damn it Saku.

So after getting pretty much nothing done on the new song I was trying to put together, everyone left and I was left in my room in silence except for the sound of a fish jumping out of the water every now and then. The silence wasn't helping the fact that yesterday kept running through my head as if on repeat.

-Flashback-

"So, uh, what do you think Ryusuke? " Koyuki hesitantly asked after rushing over here to let me listen to his newest song. I let a small smile form, he looked so hopeful.

"Not as good as 'Slip Out' but it definitely has potential."

"Really? Hm, I thought for sure I had one just as good this time."

"At least this one is better than the last ones." I said, trying to poke fun at him. He let out a small laugh, ducking his head down and running his finger through his hair.

"Yeah I guess those last ones really weren't all that great." he said dejectedly.

Feeling a sudden impulse to make him feel better, I picked up my guitar that was resting against the wall next to me.

"Maybe I'm just biased. 'Slip Out' is something special."

He looked up at me, that blissfully happy look on his face that he gets when I praise something he did. I started playing the beginning notes of "Slip Out." Closing my eyes I let the song wash over me and started singing the lyrics.

About half way through, I looked up to see Koyuki leaned back, legs crossed and using his hands behind him as support, his were eyes closed, head slightly nodding to the beat.

The kid is something else. The way he pushes himself and puts passion into his music, he has come a long way in such a short amount of time. BECK wouldn't be where it is now without him. Hell, I wouldn't even be where I am now without him.

I finished the song, letting the last note resonate throughout the room. I looked back up at him and watched as he opened his eyes and hurriedly sat up on his knees. He was leaning forward so much I leaned back a little, his expression turned to one of excitement.

"Wow Ryusuke! Why don't you sing more often?"

"Singings not really my thing."

"But you're really good at it! You have a nice voice; it's really deep and smooth."

We stared for a while, my face as blank as always and his still fixed with excitement, and I did it. I started getting closer and closer to him, the distance seeming way farther than it was, and I could see his expression slowly turning to one of shock before I closed my eyes and pressed our lips together. He went completely still and I waited for a reaction, any kind of reaction.

When he still didn't react after a while, I moved back and looked down at my guitar still in my lap. Why couldn't I have just stuck to music, I had to go and make this complicated. Koyuki slowly stood up and then ran out. Not one of the reactions I had in mind. This one reminds me of when I yelled at him for breaking the guitar I lent him. He is pretty good at running away, maybe he should be on a track team.

A breeze blew in through the door he left open, Beck barking in the background. I'm not sure why I did it. Maybe I had lost my mind. Maybe it was because our faces were just conveniently close. Hell, maybe I just really liked the song that much or I actually like him that much.

Fuck.

-End Flashback-

Looking back now, I guess it's all of those reasons. In a way, I was hoping this would have been forgotten about overnight, shrugged off like it was just a joke. But at the same time I'm glad it wasn't, though it means more work and stress on the band. Today is proof of that. We didn't get shit done today. Or maybe that was just me since I couldn't concentrate. Heh, Koyuki couldn't either.

I wonder what he thinks about it. Has he been replaying it over in his head? did he hate it? If he hated it than how much did he hate it? I assume not bad enough to despise me since it didn't seem that way earlier. Did it shock him and it'll all blow over? Or is he just confused about it? I guess that last one would be best for me.

There's probably no telling how this will turn out unless we talk about it. I hate talking about feelings.

Damn it Koyuki.

-BECK: Mongolian Chop Squad-

I hate talking about my feelings so much that I'm standing at Koyuki's house, tossing rocks at his window. That doesn't really add up but I don't have time to think about chickening out as Koyuki slides open his window and looks around. He spots me and his eyes widen, shocked at my being here.

"Eh? Ryusuke?"

I give a small wave and I'm guessing his mind caught up with the situation since the blush from earlier appears across his cheeks. It's fun having that kind of impression on him.

"Can I come up? You know, so we can talk."

He looked away from me, not wanting to meet my eyes, but let me in anyways. I climb through the window and took a seat on the floor. After standing by the window for a few silent moments, he walks over to his bed and sits in front of me. The blush is still present and his gaze is still turned away. Is he embarrassed by this? Is he really mad at me? Well, I guess I couldn't blame him if he was.

"About yesterday, I'm sorry. I probably shouldn't have done that." He started his fidgeting and glanced at me briefly before staring at something else. "I don't particularly regret it."

Still nothing. He still isn't saying or doing anything.

"Just fuckin say something Koyuki! I have no idea what is going through your head. How are we suppose to fix this if I don't know where you stand. If you hate it then tell me, if you feel confused about it then tell me." God, I sound like I'm pleading.

"I do." He spoke so softly I don't know if I heard him right.

"What?" He does what? Hate it? Hate me? Feel confused about it?

He buried his face in his hands and took a deep breath and I found myself holding mine.

"I do feel confused about it." He let his hands fall so he was hunched over, elbows resting on his knees. "I mean, you're my friend, and a band mate so it's confusing that I didn't hate it. I-It's confusing that a kiss between us even happened and I'm really not sure what I should think about it."

I exhaled and thought for a moment before shifting my eyes from him to the floor and breaking the screaming silence.

"Maybe you questioning it so much means you are willing to try this out." I could feel his eyes staring at me in question so I continued. "If you didn't like it then there would be no questioning so maybe you're curious or have a feeling it could work out."

"When you say it could work out, you mean…us?" I can tell by the tone in his voice and his glancing at the floor that his nervousness has come back.

"That was kind of a stupid question Koyuki."

"Right…What I really want to know is what started this liking me?" his face flared red. "I mean I think that's what that kiss meant."

"Yea I guess I do like you…As far as what started it, I suppose it would be like asking what started your liking of playing the guitar."

"That's easy...you."

I looked up, sure that my expression showed my surprise but changed it into a smile.

"Well I guess I can answer your question with you also."

He looked up at me, not completely lifting his head so he was looking through his eyelashes. A smile was starting to work its way onto his face.

I got that same urge I did yesterday and like yesterday, I followed it. It seemed to happen quicker this time though the distance was greater. I can hear him inhale before our lips meet, going completely rigid when I put my hands on either side if his hips, supporting my weight on the bed causing us to be closer, and then he exhaled rather loudly after the kiss.

He puts a hand over his heart and sighs out. "How are you so calm about this?"

I went back to sitting on his floor before replying. "Because it's something I want to do and that's what matters. Now you're not gonna run out on me again are you? Seeing as we're at your house, that would be weird."

"No, I'm not."

"Good, but I am going leave. I think you could use some sleep and time to take this in."

He gave me a smile and watched as I pushed up from the floor and turned for the window. I stopped though and turned back around to face him to clarify things.

"So we're going to try this?" I loosely motioned between us.

He nodded his head once, only slightly but enough for me to get the message.

"Cool."

I started back towards the window, feeling better than when I came to Koyuki's house, and began climbing out when I once again turned back towards him. having moved from his bed, he was now standing behind me, one hand on the window to close it after me. The urge bubbled up again and I leaned up to kiss him. More forceful than the other two, I pushed him back slightly and I swear he kissed back a little before I broke away.

Smirking at his red cheeks, I jumped out the window, telling him goodnight before I left.

Wait…were we suppose to let the band know we were trying this out? Shit…Oh well, If they find out, they find out. Just hope Koyuki doesn't have a problem with it.

Alright, so, you want more right? Eh? Eh? I know you do (hopefully) and I think you should leave some reviews so I know where I stand with this.

-sigh- I love BECK…I wander if people even read BECK fics anymore?