Disclaimer: Gravitation is not mine. I only borrowed the characters for this fiction.

Your heart is broken when you leave someone or someone left you.

For me it's always the latter. Everyone leaves...everyone passes on.

Soon I'll be living in a world that resembles am empty house. All alone...again.

It's not how much time left we have that matters, it's how you live the

moment...that's what really counts...I met him right before autumn,

I wanted to spend Christmas with him but, I won't be able to light up the

Christmas tree now.

"Will you love me until I die? Can you do that for me?" Yuki said.

Shuichi watched his face, his fascinating face, no matter the pallor of his

sickness he still has a very gentle and handsome face. How could anyone so

young be dying? He is only 22 and he is already in his advance stage, no

more remission, no more chances. And my job is to ease the pain, how can

you do that? How can you give hope to someone who is already hopeless?

They stood outside the veranda and watched this light flickering on and off.

He looked up at the lamp post and tried to find a rock to throw at it. He

missed a couple of times and that tired him out soon enough.

"That is so upsetting, it's been like that for a few days now. Why

can't it go without warning? Why does it have to let everybody know by

blinking? Right? Have you heard this quote? Nobody sees you walking

away without wanting to be with you." Yuki said, with hands in the pocket of his gown.

He walked back in the facility, Shuichi waited until he is inside and

grabbed a rock and aimed at the blinking lamp post and take it out of it's misery.