Chapter 1 And Introductions}
Hello, This is my first story I don't know what to say here really except if you have any ideas or story requests I'm open I am coming up with a schedule I will not abandon this story I Promise...I Probably Won't Write 1000 Words Each Chapter Not Yet Anyways... I'm Starting Out Small My Apologies And I Will Let You Know My Update Schedule As Soon As Possible enough talking...
Disclaimer : I Do Not Own Any Of These Characters Form Gravity Falls...
[Dipper's Pov]
Knock! Knock! Knock! I looked around Mabel must have been busy as I got up to open the door I figured it was probably Candy and Grenda. As I Opened the door Mabel yelled "Candy! Grenda! Your here finally"Where was she if she came from upstairs? Not getting the chance to ask I wondered off into the woods thinking about the one topic that seemed to always bring me down... love.
I wanted it but I wasn't exactly desperate besides it was me I was far from getting a girlfriend I always liked Candy but, She seemed to have no interest then again I never really tried to get attention it was worth a shot. I mean I had a crush on her ever since she started ha hanging out with Mabel never but didn't have the guts to talk to her. I needed to talk to someone about it but who I mean Grunkle Stan was just a huge no he didn't seem like the romantic type Mabel was outgoing with it but was usually right. I sighed Mabel it was I would probably have to wait till tomorrow when Candy and Grenda weren't here it would be too obvious besides I wasn't quite ready to confess just yet I needed time. I could only hope Candy would wait. As I made my way back to the Mystery Shack I see the lights in the attic [Mabel And Dipper's Room]off strange maybe there don stairs? I turned the knob only to realize I left my key I sighed banging on the door with what little strength I had it was starting to rain not good I thought after about 5 minutes the door opened to reveal a shocked Candy "Come in it's raining we were looking for you!"She Said relieved did she miss me that much I thought blushing. "I went for a walk in the woods to clear my head" I said trying to hide my blush. "I'll go tell Mabel I found you. "She Said leaving up the stairs all well I might as well shower I thought glumly. I wanted to tell her but what were the odds that she even liked me back I'm just plain old Dipper nothing interesting there the world would be far off better without me. I knew I was depressed I just hoped Mabel wouldn't notice I didn't need her to worry about me if she did though after all I'm just her Weak Idiotic younger brother.
[ I'm Pretty Sure He's Younger By 5 Minutes]
As I Stepped Out of the shower I noticed how my clothes was getting bigger or I was getting skinnier I hadn't ate since yesterday afternoon. It was 7 by now I knew I should have ate but what was the point I saw no need to heading to Our room I grabbed my pillow and a blanket heading to the couch I was tossing and turning all night I wanted music I would have to buy a recorder or some sort at 5 am I finally drifted off to sleep. I woke up exhausted Maybe left a note on the table saying they went to the mall. I decided now was the time to go to the store debating on what to wear I decided
I needed a change. I Went with a black hoodie,some marching converse and a pair of regular jeans I didn't feel like showing my hair but I wasn't going to wear my usual hat I would have to buy one for now I slid omg hoodie and headed out the door with my cash in hands. As I approached an old music shop I spotted a grey Mp3 player in good condition with a pair of headphones it seemed like a reasonable deal after weighing out the pros and cons I bought it for 9 dollars even. The next store was a hat store I wanted something plain but black it wasn't to hard to find a hat to match my description it wasn't old either. As I walked home I began downloading songs for me to listen to later I figure I would save myself the trouble by doing it now. Mabel was at the door when I came in "Hi Dipper you look nice what's the occasion?" She Asked curiously "Nothing just needed q change. " I said dazing off I felt empty I needed a reason to be here I needed a reason to stay alive I was slowly changing I didn't laugh, eat, joke or anything for that matter. "DIPPER!"Mabel's Yell snapped me out of my thoughts. "What"I said trying to sound interested. "Are you Alright?"She asked worried. I wanted to say no I'm dying I want to be happy help but all I could muster was "Yeah I'm fine "I gave her the best reassuring smile I could but if she would have noticed my smile didn't reach my eyes. I was feeling numb and it was less painful but I knew it was somehow worse...
Okay I Hope You Lile It I Wanted Dipper To seem Depressed in this story because it just came to me i know it's weird but bare with me thank you for reading i'm open to anything just comment what you think or anything really thank you for reading Bye
-The Author Izzy