Edward and I where siting in my room talking about my change. He was telling me again that he didn't want to change me because it would be a selfish thing to do.
Unlike the other times he said this I had a counter this time
"Edward if you are selfish then so am I. I mean I always want you near keeping you from your family, Your world, and I'm always getting into trouble making you save me"
Edward was going to say something to that but I shock my head at him and kept talking
"If I was the vampire and you where the human I'm sorry to say that yes I would change you because I'd want to be with you. I never ever want to lose you not to anyone even death.
I want to tell you every day how much you mean to me and how much I care please Edward try to see this from my point of view I want to be a vampire so we can love each other the right way.
You always say if I where human well if I where a vampire life would be just as easy as if you where human.
you can't be human so why not make us the same by making me like you.
I know your scared but so am I at times but ever time I get scared I think of how great our life will be when we can truly be together without having to fear. I want that for us"
Edward had a thoughtful look on his face when I said
"Edward do you love me because I'm me or because I'm human"
"because your you Bella"
"Then you have your answer don't you"
"yes Bella I do and when put it like that well I'll think about changing you."
Edward smiled at me and we hugged.