Complicated

Summary: Holly McMahon must choose between Adam and Randy! She also has to deal with her past coming back to haunt her and an unexpected visitor into her life. Will she handle all the complications or will she crack and lose her true love?

THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO SOUL OF THE HEART!

Don't necessarily need to read the first one as it's summarised in the first few paragraphs.

Starring: Holly McMahon, Adam (Edge), Randy Orton, Daniel McMahon(OC) /Tiffany (OC) Stephanie/Hunter, Shane, Vince, Linda, Shawn Michaels/Rebecca

Undertaker/Sarah, Kane, Dave Batista, Victoria, John, Maria, Melina/Johnny Nitro, Trish/Jeff, Torrie Wilson, Ashley, Candice, Lita and others as they come along lool

A/N: I've kind of got it in first person, if you don't like it and prefer it in third then let me know, I can change it:D

Chapter 1:

I It was nearly time for the flight, the pair stood up. My phone beeped. Holly I'm sorry, you were right. Candice was a bitch and a liar, you were right. I'm so sorry I was just upset about before. Holly don't leave, I love you. I love you so much Holly, please don't leave with him, I love you. Randy X

I reread the text over and over again. 1 minute. In 1 minute the last few months flashed before my eyes.

I had come to the WWE to be with my family. I had dated John, he left me for a pregnant woman, Ashley but I made up with her later. Then there was Cody, a one night stand after my heartbreak from John.

Then Craig Wright, the teacher me and my best friend Tiffany had an affair with came back into our lives. Neither of us knew the other was sleeping with him. When we found out we went to him and he attacked us. We escaped. But he never got charged. Then he found me, he raped me. He made me pregnant. I had no choice but to have an abortion with Tiffany by my side. Not even my brother Daniel knew. He had disappeared around this time, he went off to Iraq, see he was in the army.

Then back to my love life. Adam Copeland. An amazing guy, the guy who taught me to love again. He was great and I did love him. Then I got closer to Randy, I didn't realise it but I fell for him. But it was too late. I was pregnant and so was his girlfriend Candice. We could never be together. I lost my baby and Randy was by my side. The following day we kissed, I ran away, I found out Candice was faking it, Randy said some hurtful things at that point. I had to get away. After all I had just found out my best friend and brother were a couple behind my back.

I got Adam to take me to the airport, we were going to start a new life together in Dubai, he had a flat there. It was going to be perfect, he would go to RAW, I wouldn't return. It was perfect until that text.

Randy loved me. He loved me. I held my holly necklace. It was a chain and a pendant. All was in white gold. The pendant was in the shape of two holly leaves and berries, with one diamond in each of the four berries. On the leaves it read, "Always and Forever princess. It was a Christmas present from Randy. Randy. What was I doing? Did I really want to go with Adam?

"Holly, that was our plane. We have to board," Adam said.

I looked at him. I was shaking.

"Holly what's wrong?" Adam asked me, dropping his hand luggage.

"I can't," I whispered.

"Can't what?" Adam asked. "You don't want to leave? Holly, talk to me, Holly."

I just looked at him. I thought I was imagining things when I thought I saw Daniel and Tiffany running towards me. I was in tears, when I realised it was them. Daniel had punched Adam, he was bleeding on the floor.

"I warned you mess with my little sister and you'll regret it!" Daniel said as he kicked him. Tiffany pulled him away.

Then Tiffany hugged me, she saw the tears, "Guess you figured it out huh?"

I looked at her, "What?"

Tiffany showed me a picture. I looked at it. Torrie and Adam, together.

More tears flowed, I turned around and walked out the arena, Tiffany and Daniel beside me. This could not be happening. He had cheated on me. I had refused to cheat on him but he did it.

I sat in the taxi.

"Holz, if you didn't know then why didn't you go on the plane?" Daniel asked.

I handed him my phone to read the text.

"Oh," Daniel said.

Tiffany was in tears, she hugged me tightly, "I'm so sorry about the baby, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I'm so sorry."

I looked at her, "I'm sorry." I replied slowly. "I want you two to be together."

They both hugged me. Yet the feeling of emptiness hadn't left me.

"You can be with Randy now," Tiffany said after a while.

I nodded. I didn't know if I really could.

When we entered the hotel, Randy was there waiting in the lobby. I was in pieces, I looked a mess, yet he came up to me and hugged me.

"We need to talk," I whispered.

He nodded in agreement as we all headed to my hotel room which I never even cancelled. I had forgotten, maybe it was fate. I sat down on the chair looking out the window.

"I need…coffee," Tiffany said softly. "Come on Danny."

Daniel sighed as he left the room.

Randy sat opposite me. How many times have we been here? Him sitting opposite me, when I needed him?

FLASHBACKS

"Randy if I tell you this, promise me you won't tell anyone," Holly said after ages of crying, slowly wiping away her tears.

Randy nodded, "I swear Holly, trust me."

X X X X X X

"Holly," he whispered as he sat down on the floor beside her.

"I'm…I'm scared," she whispered to him as he hugged her.

"I'm here Holly," Randy said to her. "Come on babe."

X X X X

Randy held her, "I'm here babe, I'm listening If you wanna continue."

Holly smiled at him, "Don't call me babe."

Randy grinned as she stopped crying, taking a deep breath to continue.

X X X X

"Thanks," she grinned taking the mask back off. "Come in and close the door."

"My my Holly, I don't think John will like this!" Randy smirked cockily.

"Haha," Holly rolled her eyes.

"You okay?" he asked.

"Thank you Randy, for listening to me that day for being there," Holly smiled as she hugged him.

"I'm always here Holly."

"So am I, if you ever need a friend I'm here," She smiled at him, letting go of the hug.

X X X X X X

END OF FLASHBACKS

And that was only a few times. We had fallen for each other, and here we are.

"I got your message," I started.

He looked up, "I meant it."

"I know Randy, I know you did."

"I love you."

"I love you too," I whispered with tears in my eyes. "But I can't do this, not yet."

He nodded.

"I don't care about Adam but I just lost my baby, I guess I'm not over it. My hand still automatically goes to my stomach, I still have dreams about the baby, I still want that baby but I can't have…" I stopped.

"I get it, take as long as you want Holly, I know it'll take time to get over it, but I'm going to be here, as a friend if that's what you want."

"That is what I want and Randy no secrets, I want us to be honest, I don't want lies. I don't want secrets, I have had enough of them to last me a lifetime."

Randy thought about it, "I guess that means, I have to tell you something."

I looked into his eyes. Please please please not something too bad.

"The day of your miscarriage…" he stopped.

"Carry on," I urged him, I needed to know.

"I went to talk to the doctor, he said you may have lost the baby through natural causes or…"

"Or?" I knew the answer.

"You were given a pill which induces a miscarriage," Randy finished.

My eyes widened in shock and disbelief.

"He wants you to take a test in the next few weeks, to see if there is a trace of a drug in your blood."

I nodded, "I need my records and I need…"

"I've got everything, we just need to book an appointment, I'm sure we can get an emergency appointment with the doctors here and get the results in a day or two."

Who would do it? Who would give me a pill to make me lose my baby? Who would have no heart, who would do that?

"I'll make an appointment for you in the morning," Randy said hugging me. "It's going to be okay."

If someone did make me lose my baby it will never be okay again.

A/N: hey guys! Here is the sequel! I think I'm changing back to third person in the next chapter!

Anyways hope you like this!

Veronica

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