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Chapter 1 What it shouldn't be…

Kagome's P.O.V

[I rather cry myself to sleep then wait for you to come back to me… whenever that may be.

'I never really wanted to see what he just did in front of me.' Tears kept on falling and falling what I saw I will never forget. I was back in my time laying down on my bed sobbing on my pillow.

"Stupid so stupid I was so blind!" I shouted angrily to myself, punching my pillow like it was his face.

"I HATE YOU SO MUCH..WHY INUYASHA?!" Here I am crying for that half-demon again, I had hope that me and him were meant to be but boy what I saw was not what it shouldn't be.

Flashback

"Kagome maybe you should go find Inuyasha." Sango suggested.

"And settle the problem for good." Mirkou added. I nodded, stood up without saying a word and walked out of the hut.

'Their right I need talk to Inuyasha, I guess.. Today is a good day to tell him how I feel.' I sighed and tried to think where could Inuyasha be. We had another stupid fight I don't really remember how it started but ended bad when I said 'I rather be with Koga than with you!' He stood quiet and ran out. I can tell by the look of his eyes that he was in pain by my hurtful words. I know it's my fault but I didn't really mean it I didn't want Koga I wanted Inuyasha, my heart knows what it wants and it's him.

Each step I took made my heart beat faster and faster, I guess I'm nervous or something but hey today was the day I will tell him that I love him. Out of nowhere I heard giggling.

"Huh? What's with all the giggling?" I sneaked quietly and took a peek behind the bushes.

'Inu-yasha?' What I saw wasn't what I wished for or hoped to God that it would never happen. I covered my mouth so I wouldn't gasp. I saw Inuyasha kissing Kikyo on the neck then later on her lips roughly while his arms were wrapped around her waist. Why am I here watching? But most of all why am I here in the feudal era? This isn't my time nor my home. Now my dreams are over and my heart is broken. I got up and started running to the well, I got to get out of here! I need to hurry up! Of course, tears started falling it been falling since I saw them kissed. Once I got to the well I jumped in, got out and ran straight to my room.

End of Flashback

I won't go back not now not ever! And that's a promise. I will miss my friends dearly but most of all I will miss… him.

InuYasha's P.O.V

"Kikyo did you hear-" She cut me off with her cold lips, I kissed her back hopefully to find warmness from them but this kiss is different from our first kiss. I wanted to know what was that noise I just heard, it was probably nothing. She backed away slowly and looked into my eyes.

"Inuyasha do you love me?" I was shock to hear that question of course I love her I mean do I? I should right?

"Kikyo…" I hugged her.

"Of course I do, Why you say that?" She didn't hug me back which surprised me, she just froze. Her body is so cold so cold that not even my own body could warm her up. I didn't really care how she feels as long she was here, here with me.

"Your such a fool Inuyasha I see it in your eyes that you also have love for my incarnation." I let her go, looked at Kikyo with wide eyes.

'No, I don't love Kagome I heard her myself that she rather be with Koga than with me.. And that kind of hurt.'

"Inuyasha…" Kikyo turned away from me and looked up at the sky.

"I'm going to search for Naraku, I don't need you to revenge my own death. I'll take care of it on my own."

" Kikyo! I told you I'll fight Naraku for you. Why are you doing this?" I waited for her to answer but there was a long uncomfortable silence between us.

"Good-bye Inuyasha." She said while her soul collectors came and took her away.

"KIKYO!" I shouted. She disappeared into the night sky I felt alone once again.

'Why do you always do this to me Kikyo?' I sighed and started walking back to Kaede's hut where the others are probably worried about me. Not! They don't even care for me bastards all of them…

Later

"Inuyasha!" Shippou ran to me and kicked me on the head. I grab the little brat by his tail and gave him 'I'm-going-to-kill-you' look.

"What the hell was that for?!"

"You idiot what did you do to Kagome this time?! You are so stupid!" I let go of his tail. I don't even know what's going on? And where the hell is Kagome? I looked around the room searching for Kagome but no sign of the wench anywhere.

"Inuyasha where is Kagome? She went out looking for you!" Sango shouted.

'Kagome was looking for me? But that means she must've saw me and Kikyo…' Kagome must have left to her time. She must be really mad at me but it's not like I care or anything she'll come back tomorrow like she always does.

"Feh. Kagome is just back at her time. She'll be back tomorrow no need to get pissed off about it."

"Hmph! She better be ok for your sake." Sango looked away with her arms crossed. The monk sighed in disappoint and Shippou well, he wouldn't stop giving me dirty looks. I left the hut, I don't need to put up with this crap, it's almost the same shit everyday, I went to the nearest tree. As I got to the top, I settled in to get some sleep.

'Stupid Kagome.. What have I done this time.. to make you leave me again?'