Will You Miss Me When I Am Dead?

by HellFire Kitten

A different take on what happens when Sasuke leaves and Sakura's left to pick up the pieces of her broken heart. What happens if Sakura wasn't strong enough to move on? Well, suicide of course. Not SasukeSakura, this is in her point of view all the way.

Title: Will you miss me when I am dead?

Disclaimer: Do you need to ask?

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I love you.

Do you love me.

Is this the way its suppose to be.

Where I remain.

And your still gone.

How long have I felt this pain.

Too long for me to know.

So I'll just stay and cry the day.

And I still know your gone.

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I miss you.

Do you miss me.

Of course this is the way its' suppose to be.

Where I stay and you walk away.

I feel this pain.

Nonstop and throbbing.

How long can I keep holding on.

Too short for me to know.

So here I stay and cry away the sorrows that come each day.

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I want you.

Do you want me.

So here I am the routine stays.

And as I stay.

I still see your back as you turn away.

The pain remains.

Icy cold and numbing bliss.

I can't keep holding on because your still gone.

Today is the day I know.

I run the blade across my skin because its' the only release I own.

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I die for you.

Will you die for me.

No more routine no more tears.

No more deceitful eyes that show the memories so clear.

I refuse to stay and lie in wait.

And wallow in my pain.

Warm and calming.

The blood does seep, no more heartbreak, no more tears.

Suicide a shinobis' shame, but no more holding close the pain.

One more stab, one more blow, one more cut and here I go.

God take me now, forgive my sins, give me wings, and a halo that glows.

I'll be there for you since you where never there for me.

A guardian angel until your end because God says thats what you need.

So after everything is done and said will you miss me when I am dead?