I know most people do not read these but...
Warning: not beta-ed, this was written years ago and i just re-found it, it is gay incest.
I'm sure there will be a bunch of errors please be kind and don't flame.
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I was on my bed when I heard a knock on the door. I got up walked slowly dragging my feet across my room to my door, since when did it get so far away? I thought to myself. I opened my door and saw Kevin standing there shifting from side to side.
"Nick?"
"Yeah?"
"Well dad said that he umm tried to umm talk to you about the uhh birds and the uhh bees but you said that you thought it was too weird to talk about with him so he sent me up he to talk to you about it." He started off talking slowly than spend up when he got close to the middle.
"So he sent you."
"Umm yeah so can we go sit on your bed?" I laughed on the inside, if only he knew what that sounded like in my head. I turned around and walked to my bed. He followed slowly almost cautiously.
"So what do you want to know?" he said kind of like he was nervous and trying to hide it. I shifted knowing full well what I wanted to ask him but not knowing how to put it,
"Well I was wondering how umm how someone knows if they're uhh gay?" Stating it almost like a question.
"well Nick someone would know if a girl kissing them or a girl's body doesn't umm turn them on, but a boy's does." He paused looked into my eyes then grabbed my hand and continued. "Nick if you think you might be gay you can just tell me I will love you no matter what."
"But that's the problem Kevin no you won't believe me you won't."
"Yes I will, I will always love you no matter what and don't you ever think otherwise."
"Kevin do think that love could ever be wrong?" Kevin looked like he was going to say something but stopped then started again. "No Nick love can ever be wrong."
"But Kevin I love you and you're going to hate me for it aren't you I can see it in your eyes!"
Kevin looked shocked but almost happy. He pulled my face close to his and when our lips were barely touching he said "Nick I love you too." And with that he closed the gap and our lips connected for the first time and I felt like I was flying. I want to capture and remember it. It was our first kiss. It was flawless really something. It was short and sweet I knew it was perfect any way. When finally we needed air we pulled apart and looked into each other's eyes and knew from that moment on that both our heart would beat like a humming birds and that we would smile like we're crazy when any one said the birds and the bees. It may sound weird but I love it.