Disclaimer: I do not own Private. Kate Brian does. I do not own the song Here we go again. Demi Lovato does.

A/N: NOELLE"S POV

I throw all of your stuff away

Then I clear you out of my head

I tear you out of my heart

And ignore all your messages

( Right after she find out about the Dash/Reed video)

Flashes of the video popped into my head. I angrily throw all of my gifts from Dash into a trashbag.

We were over. Nobody cheated on me. Some may say we won't technically together, but I see it differently.

After all, later that night at the Legacy we got together, so Dash knew he was going to be dating me again when he hooked up with Reed.

My cellphone rang.

I quickly picked it up . Dash. I firmly hit the reject button.

A few minutes later , a new message popped up. I went to my voicemail and deleted it, not even listening to it for a second.

I tell everyone we are through

'Cause I'm so much better without you

But it's just another pretty lie

'Cause I break down

Every time you come around

Oh!OH!

"We're over for real this time!" I say to Portia, who just claimed that she thought Dash and I would be together again by the end of the month.

"He is a cheater, and their are so many other loyal, hot guy's out their" Amberly said.

I nodded.

"True, now I'm not tied down. I can date other guys"

Suddenly Reed walked by, on her way to class. " Hello Glass-Licker" I scream loudly in her dirrection.

"Is that the best you can do?" Missy asks.

I quickly shake my heaad. "That's nothing, she's in for a lot more then that".

So how did you get here under my skin?

I swore that I'd never let you back in

Should've known better then trying to let you go

Cause here we go go go again

( Paradise Lost)

I was unnerved. Dash seemed to be sneaking back into my heart bit by bit.

"Why not? After all he was drugged at the Legacy..." I think to myself.

I measure the pros and cons of dating him agian.

The pros outweighed the cons.

Hard as I tried I know I can't quit

Something about you is so addictive

We're falling together,you'd think that by now I'd know

Cause here we go go go again

Our realtionship had always been on and off again. Before Reed came to Easton, we usually broke up for short periods of time over something not that big, but we always got back together. Always

You never know what you want

And you never say what you mean

But I start to go insane

Every time that you look at me

You only hear half of what I say

And you're always showing up too late

And I know that I should say good bye

But it's no use

Can't be with or without you!

Oh OH

Dash, like every human being had his flaws. However, besides for the whole Reed thin, most of his flaws just made him human. It didn't make me love him any less.

Hard as I try I know I can't quit

Something about you is so addictive

We're falling together,you'd think that by now I'd know

Cause here we go go go again.'gain

He was my heroin.

And Again

(and again)

And Again

(And again)

And Again!

So how did you get here under my skin?

I swore that I'd never let you back in

Should've known better then trying to let you go

Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can't quit

Something about you is so addictive

We're falling together,you'd think that by now I'd know

Cause here we go go go again.

(POST PARADISE LOST)

Dash and I were officially back together.

I was about to go to class, but when I swung the door open I saw a trashbag on the floor. I spotted a note next to it ,written in Dash's sloppy handwriting and quickly read it.

Thought you might want this back

It was the trashbag full of gifts from Dash that I had thrown away.I opened it up, and scanned the contents. Everything was there.

THE END