This is just something I had to write, don't know why haha, I aint a doc n I know nothing much about medicine either haha :D Please review, oh n if anyone wants to beta my work please PM me. Thanks.
Set mid season 6.
The only person left to make a choice about their life is himself.
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It was during the thanksgiving prank that Cuddy pulled where he discovered something wasn't right, not with the situation but himself. He was always in pain especially due to no more narcotics running through his system but somehow this felt different.
Still, he ignored it, because pain was normal, for him, and nobody seems to understand it. He show not one sign of emotion upon his face when he sees Lucas with Cuddy and doesn't even cause them problems anymore but this isn't noticed, except by a new nurse in Oncology.
He tries to connect with Wilson but the next thing he knows is Wilson is donating a part of his organ for someone he meets at most, once a year, the Jewish guilt complex he thinks.
The pain isn't in his thigh where the bane of his existence lies. No. It's in his lower torso.
He knows going to Cuddy is NOT an option just as much as Wilson isn't an option either, they were just say its psychological and patronise him, why nobody gets that losing a lot of muscle in your thigh can cause pain is beyond him, they are all MD's too.
He remains in denial about the pain till it's far too much for him to deal with. He spends over 2 hours hurling his evening meal into the toilet before dragging himself into work just to be faced by Cuddy. He thinks that he sees a glimmer of concern in her eyes about him but then laughs to himself, since his return, her eyes have been nothing but cold so why would she care now?
He strides as quickly as he could towards the elevators and away from her pitying stare, only to collapse in there once the door was shut.
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Someone tell me if I should continue with this? Please review