I do not own Twilight or any part of it that is all for Mrs Meyers.
This is my first FanFic so please bare with me through it and please let me know how it goes.
BELLA POV
I had just turned 15 my first year of high school and I am a little scared I have always been different, ever since I was young I had this kind of weird strength. I would out of the blue break a toy because it wouldn't bend the way I wanted it or one time I broke a chair because I stubbed my toe on it. But for the most part no one ever paid it any attention until today Renee got this stupid idea and it really pissed me off.
"Bella...I want you to stay with me this summer, your dad gets you every summer." Renee stated
"What are you talking about, this is the only time i get to see him and you want to take that away from me also!" I said and started getting mad and everything started to go white.
"Bella calm down I only want this summer." Renee said
"NO!!!! I want to spend time with Charlie and you will not stop me from seeing him!!" I shouted and got up and hit the wall with my shoulder while trying to leave the room.
"Oh my god, Bella are you ok, there is a big dent in the wall!!" Renee said
"I am fine, I barely even touched it..what are you talking about?" I asked and walked back to the wall and gasp when I saw what happened. "I didn't even feel it, everything just started going white and I felt like I had to move, Re- MOM what is wrong with me I am scared!!!!" I asked while starting to cry.
"Oh no this cannot be happening, I was afraid this was going to happen." Renee said
"What are you talking about?" I asked
I walked over to Renee and sat on the couch while Renee kept pacing back and forth.
"Ok let me first just say you are fine nothing is wrong with you. You get this from Charlie's side of the family. I think the best thing is that you go stay with your father from now on till we can figure out how to control your temper better. It is hard for me to explain specially when Charlie can do it a lot better." Renee said
So its now 24hours later and I am on my flight to Washington to a very small town called Forks where my father Charlie lives. I just hope Charlie can help me figure out what it is that is wrong with me since my mom just scared the crap out of me and wouldn't say a word. Well Bella Sawn welcome to the rest of your life here in little ol Forks Washington.
"Hey Char- dad" Bella said
"Hey Bells, how was your flight?" Charlie said
"Ok" Bella said
"Alright well lets head home." Charlie said
The drive was long and boring, Charlie and I didn't say a single thing to each other and that just made the time seem to drag out even more. We finally pulled up to the house after it seeming hours, but only about and hour and half. Finally I am calling this home after coming here every summer of course my room is still the same just now I will be here longer than 2 months. So I walked in and went up to my room and started to unpack and thats when he came in and just started to talk.
"Bells I don't know how this happened I always thought I wouldn't have to worry about it with you cause it has always just passed through all the males in the family, none of my sisters got it, so I just never worried. All we know is that it started with your great great grandfather, but it could have started further than that but there are no records about it." Charlie said
"Ok, Dad what are you getting at, Will I get worse?" I asked
"The thing is that in our family when we get mad, we get really mad and it is hard to control. It takes someone with very good self control to stop it once it starts. At first well for me I would start with just shaking and then as I would get more and more mad I would see white and then its like I cant see at all and instead of blacking out I would white out. But the thing is once you get to that stage you can do a lot of damage but even when your just shaking you can do damage but its not as bad. And to answer your question yes it can get worse if you dont learn to handle it. That is why your mom sent you here so I can help you learn to figure out what to do, it is a lot of work but if you are honestly willing to work on it then I am here for you." Charlie said
"UUGGGHHH, I don't know what to say, I don't want to feel different then other people even though I know I am. But if you can tell me there is ways to stop it from happening then I will try." Bella said
"Ok." Charlie said
At first it was hard to not get mad and break something, and it was like when I would break something I would get even more mad. After the first year it started to get easier but I still had my moments but I did end up finding ways to calm it down and it seemed like my life was starting to get back to normal.
2 YEARS LATER
Well since time has gone by I have been able to control my angry for the most part. I have had my slips but good thing it has only been at home. Its funny how it happens sometimes it can be the smallest things that set me off but for the most part it has to be something big now. Today is the first day of school and its my junior year and from the looks of it I still have to deal with the oh mighty stupid Mike Newton, I swear sometimes I think he has the brain size of a pea cause he never seems to remember to just leave me alone, and how many times can a girl turn a guy down for him to take a clue. I guess a lot cause it is going on 2 years now and he is still going at it, and stupid Jessica thinks that I want him I think they are tied for the 'Stupid Award'. Other than that she can be a alright friend. And speak of the little devil.
"Hey Bella did you see the new kids? We haven't had anyone new since you got here and WOW now we get 5 new kids 3 boys and might I say very good looking boys at that and 2 girls their pretty but I look better." Jessica said
"Well since I just got out of my car its kinda hard to know that we have new students but leave it to you to know the gossip already." I said After saying that I just walked right past her and went to my locker to put my stuff away. After doing that I decided to go to my first class and just sit and read and wait for class to start. The first bell rang and it made me jump cause I was so into my book that I wasn't paying attention. I have come to realize when I read it helps me to relax and not be to uptight cause that always leads to me being mad. I looked up from my book and the class was almost full. 'looks like its going to be another lovely year here at Forks High School' So far the first half of the day has gone smooth, no stupid Mike and Jessica is staying at bay, I think she is just waiting to say something though I can tell just by her look. As we are walking into the lunch room that's when she actually starts her ranting.
"OH MY GOD!! Bella have you seen them yet they are hot and I mean HOT!!! I have class with Edward he has like brown hair sortta of and...." Jessica said
But in the middle of her just ranting about how these guys are hot but not just hot but HOT, I could help laugh about that. Gosh sometimes I just wonder does she even know what that means for pete sakes she thinks Mike is HOT and that's just BLAHHHHH. So whenever she starts going on and on about how someone looks I just tune her out and its like I can see her mouth moving but all I hear is BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! It gets really old. So I wonder where the new kids are I haven't seen them at all. So I do the one thing that I normal never do and look around the lunch room for anyone different and that's when I see them and let me just say Jessica has finally opened her eyes because they are hot and I do mean HOT. Its just wow, there is a blond girl and from the way it looks she is really pretty really really pretty, and there is a super hugh guy next to her that has short brown hair looks to be a little curly and omg he looks Hugh but it also looks like he is with the blond, then there is a girl with black short hair and it looks really good on her, she has this innocent look like you could just trust her with everything, and there's a blond hair guy he also looks like he is with the black hair girl. Aww how cute they are dating each other, but wait I thought they lived together that is soo confusing...But OH MY GOD HELLO THERE! Then there's a guy with bronze color hair and if he didn't just get finish having sex it sure enough looks like it with that hair. I wouldn't mind being that person..oh no Bella shut up, snap out of it how long have you been just standing here staring at the new kids. FUCK! I know Mike is not near me please please no.
"Hey Bella, how are you doing?" Mike asked
"I am fine Mike what do you want?" I said I started to walk away and of course being Mike he follows right behind. I glanced over to the new kids one more time and UH Umm they are looking at me. I start to bite my bottom lip and turn bright red. I decide to look down to watch what I am doing and dammit if Mike isn't right there.
"Mike can you please get out of my face." I stated
"Well I was starting to ask if you wanted to go out this weekend and then you got all red and I thought maybe you wanted me." Mike said
"What the hell are you talking about, Mike how many times have I turned you down?" I asked
"I I dddon't know" Mike said
"Then why would I all of a sudden tell you yes, get this through you pea size brain I do not and I will not ever say yes to you got it?!!" I yelled
No no please don't start. Calm down Bella just walk away just walk away calm down.
"Oh come on Bella, I don't know why you play hard to get I can see the way you look at me sometimes and I can feel it when we are near each other you like me." Mike said
And here it comes, I can't move I have to get up I have to leave Oh no its starting to get white no no no please calm down he is just a stupid like twat, just walk away.
"Bella what do you say?" Mike asked as he grabbed my arm to stop me from walking away.
I then turned around and pushes Mike and he lands like 5 tables away and then I walked over to him as everyone else just stares at me and when I got to Mike I just says
"IF YOU EVER TOUCH ME AGAIN YOU WILL NOT HAVE THAT ARM LEFT, DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?" I shouted
Mike just nodded and I walked out of the lunch room. But on my way out I could just hear everyone saying things about how 'did she do that' and if 'Mike was ok'. I didn't care anymore all I wanted to do was get out of there and breathe. I called Charlie and let him know what happened and then sat outside for the rest of lunch. Of all days why did it have to be the first day of school.
So I walked to my next class Biology and sat at the first table in the back of class and just wait for class to start. I looked up and see the BEAUTIFUL new kid walk in and of course the only seat open is the one next to me and while he is at the teachers desk waiting he looks at me and its like he is questioning me about something its like he is trying to figure me out and it just makes me feel all weird. Then the teacher tells him where to sit and as he gets to his seat he turns to me.
"Are you ok, is there something wrong with you?" Edward asked
That's a really nice thing to say, are you ok. Do I look ok? Ugh I better answer him cause he just keeps staring at me.
"What, what kind of question is that?" I asked
"Well I saw you at lunch and I don't know, are you ok?" Edward asked
"Ya I am fine thanks." I said
"Ok, well I am Edward, Edward Cullen." Edward said
"Nice, I am Isabella Swan, but call me Bella." I said
It was a good thing class had started cause I didn't know what else to say to him and I didn't want to just stare, geeze he already thinks I am a weirdo. But OH MY GOD! does he look HOT and up and close its even better, I wonder what he feels like I wonder what it would be like to kiss those nice full lips OH MY I could get lost in the sight of him..."snap out of it and you better not be drooling". I started wiping my mouth just to make sure and then I heard a small chuckle and looked at him
"What" I asked
"You just look like you were somewhere else and then you just blurted out with "snap out of it you better not be drooling", and I though it was kinda funny cause it came from out of no where." Edward said
"Well I am glad that I entertain you. That's my mission in life to entertain people." I said
Not to long after that the bell rang and I was off to my last class and of course it has to be stupid gym..UGGGGHHHH lets see how many people I can manage to hurt today?? Well gym wasn't all that bad manage to only hurt myself and thats because it was a free day..As I was walking back to my car I saw the Cullens just hanging out by their car and as I made it to my car I looked over and looked right at Edward and he gave me this kind of half smile smirk and I just smiled back and got in my car and left, but I also noticed that all the others were also looking at me too. It is weird cause they all have a different look on their face and its just off, first the tall blonde just looks impressed, the tall buff one just has this childish huge grin, the other blonde guy has a really weird look cant even explain it, then the short one with black hair has this look like she knows something but cant say and then of course that leaves Edward with a hurt look or something confused cant really figure it out, but still its just weird that they are looking at me of all people. Oh well, maybe after all this will be a good year.