Lightweight, a glee fanfic

Summary: Brittany is the only one that knows the soft caring side to Santana. She wants to prove to the glee club what Santana is really like. She uses songs Santana has sung on her phone to prove her point. Mainly about Santana and Brittany.

Need to know: Things from my story "Is It All Over." The story takes place before the tribute. It show how they chose the songs. You don't have to read it to read this but you don't have to read it.

Brittany slowly walked to the choir room with Santana by her side.

"Hey San."

"Yeah Britt."

"Why do you only act soft and nice around me?"

"I don't know. Why?"

"I just want the glee club to see the real you."

"You're right they should see the real me."

"How can we show them though. I don't have any ideas."

"Do you have the songs I send you and the ones you recorded?"

"Yeah I would never get rid of any of them. Why?"

"Well, tell the story about some of them."

"You're right, but what about the sad ones. You know the shooting and 'the accident'."

"We can play those. I might end end up leaving though. Just don't tell them about 'the accident'."

Santana and Brittany walk to the choir room and walk over to Mr. Shue.

"Hey."

"Yeah girls."

"I have an idea. I want to play some things on my phone to show the glee club Santana's soft caring side."

"Is Santana okay with this?" He said directing his question at Santana with a pointed glare.

"Yeah it's fine. I helped her come up with the idea on how to show them."

"Okay. What's the idea?"

"When Brittany broke up with Artie I sang a song to her to show her how I felt I did the same thing many times after that. She has some about the shooting to. We want to play some and tell them the stories."

"Okay great idea. I will tell them. Everybody!"

"Yeah Mr. Shue."

"Brittany wants to play some things for you and tell a few stories."

"What are they about?"

"Santana's soft side."

"What soft side?" They say with a laugh.

"That's why they want to do this. They think you guys deserve to know, and maybe we can find some songs for the tribute."

"Okay ."

"Brittany want to start."

"The songs go back to when Artie and I broke up when he called me is what she sang to me later that week. I recorded it.

The song then started to play.

For you, there'll be no more crying, For you, the sun will be shining,

And I feel that when I'm with you, It's alright,

I know it's right To you, I'll give the world to you, I'll never be cold

'Cause I feel that when I'm with you, It's alright, I know it's right.

And the songbirds are singing, Like they know the score,

And I love you, I love you, I love you, Like never before.

Ohhhhhhh, Ohhhhha

And I wish you all the love in the world,

But most of all, I wish it from myself.

And the songbirds keep singing,

Like they know the score,

And I love you, I love you, I love you,

Like never before, like never before.

"Well that doesn't show much."

"Okay well the next one is after the crap with Finn in the hallway."

"Okay play it." Finn said looking down at his feet.

Skies are crying, I am watching

Catching tear drops in my hands

Only silence as it's ending

Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like

There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken

And untangle you from me

Would it make you feel better

To watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken

But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run

I'm gonna stay right here,

Watch you disappear

Yeah, oh

Go run, run, run

Yeah, it's a long way down

But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Oh Oh

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper)

Like a skyscraper

"Okay this is getting better."

"Okay do you guys see just a little bit?"

"Not really."

"Okay the next one is after we had a fight and we were broken up for about a week then a thing happened. We got back together without anyone noticing anything."

"WAIT! When did you guys ever brake up?"

"A little while after the Finn crap."

"What was the thing that happened?"

"I can't tell you."

"Okay. Play it."

Did you forget

That I was even alive

Did you forget

Everything we ever had

Did you forget

About me

Did you regret

Ever standing by my side

Did you forget

What we were feeling inside

Now I'm left to forget

About us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

So now I guess

This is where we have to stand

Did you regret

Ever holding my hand

Never again

Please don't forget

Don't forget

We had it all

We were just about to fall

Even more in love

Than we were before

I won't forget

About us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

At all

And at last

All the pictures have been burned

And all the past

Is just a lesson that we've learned

I won't forget

Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong

Our love is like a song

But you won't sing along

You've forgotten

About us

"Okay I still don't get it."

"Okay. You guys are stupider than me."

"Well what's the next song?"

"This one everybody will be a little sensitive to."

"Okay what's the story?"

"After all the crap that happened in this room and Santana got sent home from the hospital she sent me this."

Take a breath,Take it deep.

'Calm yourself', He says to me If you play, you play for keeps.

Take the gun and count to three.

Im sweating now, Moving slow, No time to think.

My turn to go

And you can see my heart beating You can see it through my chest.

Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving.

I know that I must pass this test

So, just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself

He says 'close your eyes, sometimes it helps'

And then I get a scary thought

That he's here - means he's never lost

And you can see my heart beating.

No, You can see it through my chest.

Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving Know that I must pass this test

So, just pull my trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes

I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?

So many won't get the chance to say good-bye

But it's too late to think of the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating.

No, You can see it through my chest.

Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving no know that I must pass this test.

You can see my heart beating.

Oh, You can see it through my chest.

I'm terrified but I'm not leaving no know that I must pass this test.

So, just pull the trigger

[sound of taking a breath]

[sound of pulling the trigger. Gun shot]

"Okay that was sad. I see a little now." Some of the glee club members say in tears.

"There is two more about after the shooting."

"Play them."

"One is just her the other I am in and we switch back and forth. They were all her idea though."

"Okay go."

Some things we don't talk about

Rather do without

And just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love

Ashamed and proud of

Together all the while

You can never say never

While we don't know when

But time and time again

Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go

Picture, you're the queen of everything

As far as the eye can see

Under your command

I will be your guardian

When all is crumbling

To steady your hand

You can never say never

While we don't know when

Time, time, time again

Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go

"There is the first one."

Do you dream that the world will know your name?

So tell me your name

Do you care about all the little things

or anything at all?

I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside

I wanna feel

I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive

To know I'm alive

Brittany joins her for the chorus.

Don't tell me if I'm dying

'Cause I don't wanna know

If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go

Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming

Of angels on the moon

Where everyone you know

Never leaves too soon

Santana's voice fades and Brittany takes the next verse.

Do you believe, in the day that you were born

Tell me do you believe?

Do you know, that everyday's the first

Of the rest of your life?

They both take the chorus again.

Don't tell me if I'm dying

'Cause I don't wanna know

If I can't see the sun

Maybe I should go

Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming

Of angels on the moon

Where everyone you know

Never leaves too soon.

Brittany sings the next verse.

This is to one last day in the shadows

And to know a brother's love

This is to New York City angels

And the rivers of our blood

This is to all of us

To all of us

They both take the chorus again.

Don't tell me if I'm dying

'Cause I don't wanna know

If I can't see the sun

Maybe I should go

Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming

Of angels on the moon

Where everyone you know never leaves too soon

Santana sings the next verse.

You can tell me all your thoughts

About the stars that fill polluted skies

And show me where you run to

When no one's left to take your side

But don't tell me where the road ends

'Cause I just don't wanna know

No I don't wanna know

They both sing the last two lines.

Don't tell me if I'm dying

Now the glee club was in tears thinking about what they went through, and how hard everything was for Santana after her surgery. She even passed out walking into this room.

"Do you get it now?"

"I think I need two more examples."

"Okay I only have two more I am allowed to show you all."

"Okay what's the story on this song?"

"This was after the Artie thing too. Like 'Songbird'."

And who would have thought

That a cutie pie just like you

Would have anything to do

With a smelly dude like me

I find it hard to believe

And who would have thought

That you ever would have

Kissed my cheek

In your backyard

on your trampoline that night

I never put up a fight

And I know that you're all shook up

From a terrible relationship

He broke your heart

Yeah, he tore you into pieces

But I promise you dear

I'll never touch you like he did

So baby, please take my hand

And you'll never be alone again

And every single time I look in to your eyes

I see a little bit more sunshine

I feel a little bit more like me

Instead of who I turned out to be

I wouldn't trade it for a thing

Could I call you my baby?

And I know that you're all shook up

From a terrible relationship

He broke your heart

Yeah, he tore you into pieces

But I promise you dear

I'll never touch you like he did

So baby, please take my hand

And you'll never be alone again

Cause I know he broke your heart

But I'll love you 'til the end

So baby, please take my hand

And you'll never be alone again

So baby, please take my hand

And you'll never be alone again

So baby, please take my hand

And you'll never be alone again

"Okay I understand that one. What's the last one?"

"This one was just a random song she sent me after we officially started dating and were out."

"Okay play it."

The slightest words you said

Have all gone to my head

I hear angels sing in your voice

When you pull me close

Feelings I've never known

They mean everything

And leave me no choice

Light on my heart, light on my feet

Light in your eyes I can't even speak

Do you even know how you make me weak

I'm a lightweight

Better be careful what you say

With every word I'm blown away

You're in control of my heart

I'm a lightweight

Easy to fall, easy to break

With every move my whole world shakes

Keep me from falling apart

Make a promise, please

You'll always be in reach

Just in case I need

You're there when I call

This is all so new

Seems too good to be true

Could this really be

A safe place to fall

Light on my heart, light on my feet

Light in your eyes I can't even speak

Do you even know how you make me weak, oh whoa?

I'm a lightweight

Better be careful what you say

With every word I'm blown away

You're in control of my heart

I'm a lightweight

Easy to fall, easy to break

With every move my whole world shakes

Keep me from falling apart

Keep me from falling down

Drowned in your love

It's almost all too much

Handle with care

Say you'll be there

Oh, I'm a lightweight

Better be careful what you say

With every word I'm blown away

You're in control of my heart

I'm a lightweight

Easy to fall, easy to break

With every move my whole world shakes

Keep me from falling apart

Keep me from falling apart, oh

Falling apart

"Okay I see it all now."

"Well do you understand now?"

"Yeah I do. I think we all do. I also think we have two songs for you two to sing for the tribute." Mr. Shue said.

"What two?"

"I want Santana to sing 'Never Say Never' by The Fray and Brittany and her to sing 'Angels On The Moon' by Thriving Ivory together."

"Santana do you think you can do it? I know it was hard for you to sing those songs." Brittany said in a soft caring voice.

"I don't know. I think I can. I might freak out a little before, but I think I can do it."

"Good. We still need one more song for the tribute though."

"I think we should sing 'Russian Roulette'. It shows some of what we all went through during the shooting."

"Good idea. There are our songs for the tribute. I also think we all think about Santana in a new way now?"

"Yeah I think we all do."

AN:The story 'Don't Forget' Is a spin off on why the song was sent to Brittany from Santana. Why she can't tell them the whole story and what happened.