Forever Tears (detective conan fanfic)
awtz..hey guys..this is another fic from me..hmm..it's kinda have a sad ending..so..just read it to know more..
and please send reviews..i'll be looking forward to writing better next tym..
one afternoon...cherry blossoms fly through the atmosphere..noise from the campus echoes
within the fields..memories..memories are the only ones that can make you smile..but not enough to
make you happy..tears fell down..everything seems so..distant
"ran..come here my love.."shinichi said..chasing her over the fields..laughing like there's no
tomorrow...
"catch me if you can.."ran blushing..suddenly tripping on her other foot..landing on each other's arms
embracing,both laughing together..
then shinichi smooched ran..the typical thing a couple do..very romantic yet everything can end anytime
that's the worst part of falling in love..very unpredictable..
those are memories..left by days..years..left by everything..changed everything..how'd it happen..
"shinichi..tell me..when do you want to stop this nonsense.."the wind blew..nobody thought she would say
such things..but she did..
"why ran..you won't forgive me..i didn't really mean to do it..what exactly did i do?"shinichi pleading
tears might fall from his eyes..anytime..yes..boys do cry, when he knows something big..will disappear
right before his presence
"don't act dumb..i know you can feel it..accept the truth..we're really finished" ran said. hiding her
emotions...but shinichi can see right through her..after all those years...it's like nothing happened
"ran, i know you still love me..please, don't ever leave me..." shinichi, still full of hope...kneeling before
her, like a tenant with unpaid debts to his landlord, begging for mercy..oh how sad was that scene...
"shinichi please...this is over..don't ever talk to me again.." ran's last words..she quickly backed off,
pushed shinichi away from her, and made an exit that broke everything else..even the great weather
wasn't enough to ever make a smile to a boy who lost his life that easily...
shinichi's world stopped...what pain will he still go through..just reminiscing ran's joyful face turned
gloomy with tears..and a heartbreaking goodbye...
he stood up, emotionless..then walked straight to a place..a place of solitude..there he cried,
beating the wall with all his might and fell..grasped for some air and held sand on his hand and
slowly let it fall on the ground..
ran, who has made a throbbing exit, went straight to the girl's bathroom, washed away her tears and
looked straight at her reflection in the mirror, she can sense agony in her heart but she continues
to ignore it..how hard could ran be..
days passed so quickly, both so silent and still, like a child so innocent in his room..they didn't dare
look at each other's faces ever again, it's like they didn't know each other since then..
an unexpected day came, ran who was walking towards her locker saw a note in it..
her bag fell when she saw the note..she then suddenly ran out of the campus..why was that..nobody knew
there she ran, ran to a place..a place where she spent happy days with shinichi
the cherry blossoms tree, the wind says it all..there ran cried, mourned..then she stood up, gathering
all her courage and went straight to the kudo's house...
there, she saw shinichi's mother, embracing his ever favorite jacket, the one he often wears when
he goes out with ran and the jacket he wore the last time they looked at each other face to face...
shinichi's mother then held her shoulder, told her "look at him, he really loved you till the end, just
visualize that he's just sleeping there, thinking and dreaming of you until eternity"
ran was speechless, walked straight to him and stared at the boy, whom she loved wholeheartedly
and didn't take it when she ignored him...
right that moment the wind blew and sent her empty, she then realized that this was all really true...
tears dropped, her heart pounded, her body was paralyzed, she couldn't move a muscle
then she noticed another note beside his body, her name written on it..she read it and suddenly
weeped, shed her tears and felt really guilty...
she then left, went to another place to express her grief, guilt, and slapped herself, fell to the ground
all the memories came back to her again, the laughter, the sweetness, the smiles..all they went through
the last thing they knew, it was the end of her, but in her hand was a note, that she didn't let go
ever again ..
the note read: ran my love, you are my life..
without you, i might die and if i ever live, it's not me who is existing
sorry if i did this crazy thing, yes, i can see you but ignoring like me that you don't
know me is a sign that i have lost my life already..i must disappear in this world..
but before all, i thank you for being with me, you gave meaning to my life
i know i will never meet another ran like you
but still remember, when you see this note, i'm beside you, watching you
guarding you, forever..if ever you cry, i'll bring the wind to dry your tears
and make you notice that you are the only reason i exist..
thank you and farewell..
- S. Kudo
that's all, shocks..it's open ended..not all end means dying right..hehe.. i hoped you enjoy this story
because i enjoyed making it..i wish i could watch ones like these..teeheehee..okay, fine..tune in to anoher
fanfic next tym..thanks for stopping by..toodles..