After shadow kiss Rose and Dimitri slept together he wanted to be together but pushed him away saying no he was upset so he went to Tasha looking for a friend nothing else she tries to tell him through song how she feels.

My first fan fiction

I own nothing

Tonight during karaoke night I am gonna tell Dimitri how I feel we slept together in a cabin then I pushed him away worst mistake of my life. As soon as I pushed him away he jumped at the chance to be with Tasha the scar face bitch.

I didn't want to push him away I just did. Ive always had a problem letting people in I blame my parents my mom abandoned me and my dad whoever the hell he is, is non existent .

I really wanna be with him its just hard to let someone in when you had to grow up by yourself with no help. I pushed Dimitri away because I feel if I let him in he'll abandon me as well.

I'm getting ready for karaoke night I'm wearing an black dress with a corset top amd a white skirt with black flowers on it and stop above my a few inches above my knees and black stilettoes. Hair curled in tight ringlets and smokey eyes with eyeliner and mascara and a light coat of lip gloss.

I walk into the auditorium and see Dimitri with Tasha and jealousy starts boiling with in me. He looks over at me smiles and looks away I see hurt and rejection in his eyes. I decided to sing a song to tell him I wanna be with him I just need to know he wont ditch me.

I see Lissa wave me over and I see her a lovey dovy with her bf Christian and Eddie and Adrian. Adrian tries to flirt but I just ignore him not im the mood to upset about Dimitri.

"what are you gonna sing" Lisa asks

"haven't decided yet"

"I cant wait to hear you sing when ever you use to sing you would never let me listen."

I use to always just sing for the heck of it I loved it I loved the feeling you don't have to worry bout anything other than singing you heart out. I never let anyone hear cause I never thought I was that good still don't, but I need to tell dimtri somehow and I don't really know how other than in song.

"sorry bout that Liss"

"its okay Rose"

Alberta come on stage and introduces karaoke night and what gonna happen I space her out not wanting to listen.

A bunch of people sing not really listen to any one until my name get called

"Rose"

I went up on stage and the music started and I started to sing

You tell me you're in love with me

Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me

It's not that I don't want to stay

But every time you come too close I move away

I wanna believe in everything that you say

'Cause it sounds so good

But if you really want me, move slow

There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run

Sometimes I hide

Sometimes I'm scared of you

But all I really want is to hold you tight

Treat you right

Be with you day and night

Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy

Every time that I'm alone I wonder why

Hope that you will wait for me

You'll see that you're the only one for me

I wanna believe in everything that you say

'Cause it sounds so good

But if you really want me, move slow

There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run

Sometimes I hide

Sometimes I'm scared of you

But all I really want is to hold you tight

Treat you right

Be with you day and night

Baby all I need is time

Just hang around and you'll see

There's nowhere I'd rather be

If you love me, trust in me

The way that I trust in you

Sometimes I run

Sometimes I hide

Sometimes I'm scared of you

But all I really want is to hold you tight

Treat you right

Be with you day and night

Baby all I need is time

When I was singing I was singing looking at him hoping he gets the message. I see love in his eyes I walk off the stage and out the doors to get some air. After a while I hear the doors open and look up into a pair of familiar eyes.

"Roza"

Tell me what you think

Should I continue