The clouds turned black. I stood outside and looked at the sky. Nothing made sense; life had no meaning to me. I just wanted to die. It began to drizzle, the rain felt well against my skin; lightning light the sky, the wind began to blow feeling cool against my face. 'I'm sorry. I didn't mean to drag you into this, alone force you into this.
'I deserve to die and not be here. I should be with you.'
I could've sworn I heard his voice but I guess I'm just hearing what I want to hear.
"Raven! Don't do it! I'm still alive!"
I wanted to believe it but there was no way I could. The wind began to pick up even more.
'I love you, Beast Boy.'
I leaned forward and slowly fell. The wind rushed past me as I fell into the ice cold waters. This was the end of all I knew, I would be even happier if I was with the one I loved. I can't change any of this now, I can't go back and stop myself, I can't it's too late, nothing is going to change. I loved and lost I guess it's just a part of life, I will never forgive myself.
'I love you Beast Boy. Can you forgive me for the stupid thing I did?'
The ice cold waters began to rush into my lungs suffocating me. At least I was going to die and not have to live with what I did.
No one should be alive after doing something horrible that they can't live with. He would have probably forgiven me but for now at least I died with him on my mind.