Severus looked at his potions book that lied in his lap. He couldn't concentrate. He would never stop thinking about what Potter and Black did to him. He had an entire summer vacation to get over it but for some reason he just couldn't. He pondered over it again. As soon as he got to the part where he called Lily Evan a mudblood nausea overcame him.
He looked at Potter and his friends chasing a snitch behind some trees. Like always Potter caught it. Jerk thought Severus. Conceded arrogant jerk. I will get you. Or I'll die trying. I will make you feel ten times worse then you made me feel. He glanced at Lily, who was reading a book alone. He felt dizzy looking at her. Filthy mudblood tries to show me pity! Stupid Potter had a crush on the filthy creature. Severus remembered what happened to Evans last boy friend. Potter got so pissed that he blew him up. The boy went flying for fifty miles. But Lily never found out that it was James. Leave it to a mudblood to be so stupid. The rest of the school knew that it was Potter who did it. Whenever someone made Potter mad they were doomed.
Boy if Lily went out with me it would piss James of! Thought Severus. What if I do go out with her? Severus started feeling queasy again. Even the thought of going out with a mudblood nauseated him. But that would really get Potter so it was worth going out with a mudblood. But Lily would never go out with me after I called her a mudblood last year. Severus thought. But Lily pitied him. Many kids in hogwarts went on pity dates with people. But Severus would have to apologize to Lily first and Lily might not have even forgiven him after an apology. But Severus was very cunning so he would just have to trick her.