"...All that ever could be." As everything around me goes on, I see so many futures, all at once.
I see a girl in a dress. A wedding dress. It's me. I walk down the aisle, led by my mum, for my dad died. My groom is... Mickey. But that is only one future, and it may not be the true future. The future that will be.
I see a kiss. A simple kiss. Between me and a strange man. Who is he? I can't see his face. I can see myself. I'm having a baby. Whose baby? I may never know. It may not be true.
I see The Doctor change. He becomes a young man. Dark haired, small. Yet he still seems so powerful.
I see The New Doctor and I . I cry, knowing something, yet not wanting it to be true. I know it's goodbye. He fades away. And I'll never see him again.
I see one final future. A future that is good. A future in which I'm getting married. A future where everyone lives. A future where I marry the one man I love. I love The Doctor. He is in this form, the form he was in when we met. He and I will be together. And we will remain forever in love.
Then, I see them all fade away as he takes away the pain the futures are no longer flashing through my mind. They go through his. They go through The Doctor's. he knows which of them are true. He knows what will happen to us. Doesn't he?
As I feel myself sleep, I dream of the futures. They will always be there, in my mind. I may never know which is true.
As I wake, he changes. He becomes that young man. One future is gone. The one where I marry the other Doctor.
As a year passes, I am never rid of the futures. I always see them. As the year ends, I finally know which are true.
I see him scream and cry as I fly away from him. I'm saved by my father. I'm in the other world. I beg to be sent back to him, for a future I had forgotten resurfaces. This is one that appeared as The Doctor saved me one year ago. A future I couldn't see fully until now.
I see The Doctor and I together. I see him holding me as I lay down. I see his ring. The ring on his left hand. The ring showing our marriage. The ring symbolizing our love. It is a future that now never could be.
I feel someone on the other side of the wall I'm against. It's him, I know it. He mourns for me. And I for him and his loneliness. The loneliness he will return to. The loneliness I saved him from.
I leave. I go to my new home. I hear him in a dream. I tell my mum, dad, and Mickey about it. We leave for the place in my dream. The place where I will say goodbye to my Doctor. He must know. I have to tell him I love him. And I do. He tries before he fades away. Another future is true. I know what I didn't want to believe. I will never see him again.
But that night, a man comes to the door. A man I knew. A man I loved. It's him. It's The Doctor, the way I met him. I have found the place where he came after the change. It's where all his former looks come to finally live in peace. I remember the future where everyone lives as I look upon him. The one where we marry and stay together. I want that future. And so does he. The greatest future I saw. I will be happy here. I know that now. Finally, all that ever could be is gone from my mind. I am free to live a normal life with the man I love.
