Gene's thoughts on Finny's death. If you believe that Gene and Finny were in love, this is drama. If you do not believe it, this story is comedy. I suggest listening to the song while reading it, but it's your choice.

His Heart Will Go On

Gene was lying in his dorm bed. It was just him now. He slowly turned his head, looking at the empty bed across from him.

The funeral was that day. Gene rolled over, thinking about his past few months with Finny. They had shared so many moments; good and bad. Gene loved Finny, and he knew it now.

Every night in my dreams,

I see you, I feel you,

That is how I know you go on.

Finny does go on, in Gene's heart… forever. If only Gene realized his love sooner... realized that he didn't want to be Finny, he wanted to be with Finny. Gene would give anything for one last chance to say that to him.

Far across the distance

And spaces between us

You have come to show you go on.

Gene tried to console himself by saying that there was just always so much happening. Between the Olympics, the war... Gene was just never able to realize it. Maybe Finny did realize, maybe that's why he defended Gene at the trial… Why did Gene have to be so blind?

Near, far, wherever you are,

I believe that the heart does go on.

Once more you open the door,

And you're here in my heart.

And my heart will go on and on.

Finny belonged in Gene's heart. They could have been happy together. Maybe if he realized sooner…

Love can touch us one time,

And last for a lifetime,

And never let go till were gone.

Gene would remember Finny forever, and forever he would love Finny.

Love was when I loved you

One true time I hold to,

In my life well always go on.

Maybe in another lifetime, they could be together. In another world, where all of this jealousy hatred and war didn't exist. They could accept their mistakes and just be happy.

Near, far, wherever you are.

I believe that the heart does go on.

Once more you open the door.

And you're here in my heart.

And my heart will go on and on.

Gene can go on with his life. It would be hard, but he would be able to do it. Finny wasn't his whole life… just the center of it.

You're here, there's nothing I fear,

And I know that my heart will go on.

Well stay forever this way.

You are safe in my heart.

And my heart will go on and on.

As Gene was about to drift off to sleep, he continued to think about all of the special moments he shared with Finny; he thought about how happy Finny seemed, and that he must have loved those moments just as much as Gene did. Finally, Gene realized that he and Finny were meant to be with one another.

They just never got the chance.

Review? There seriously aren't enough ASP fanfics. GINNY/FENE FOREVER.