A/N: This is a short little one part song fic to Jesse Daniels' song 'Letting Me Go' which is a really great song in my opinion. This is my first WAT fanfic so honest opinions are very much appreciated.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything relating to Without a Trace or Jesse Daniels. I wish.
Letting Me Go
I know I have no right to be upset.
I drove him away.
I couldn't be what he wanted me to be.
I couldn't let myself love him.
I couldn't…
I still think of you
When the nights are cold
When I'm all alone
I still feel you near
I'm still learning how
To live with the distance
But my hearts resistance
Forever reminds me
I've only just begun to realize how much I really miss him.
How much I really need him.
And that is almost too much to bear.
Every day I see him.
And my heart still skips a beat when he looks at me, when speaks to me.
Every day I come home from work.
I sit in my empty apartment and cry.
As hard as it is to admit, I cry.
And all I want is for him to hold me.
To tell me that everything is alright.
But he's not there.
I'm all alone.
I can't let go of you
Letting go of me
I can't let go of you
Letting me, letting me go
I can't get over you
Every part of me
Can't let go of you
Letting me, letting me go
I want him back.
I want him to want me back.
If only I could tell him the truth.
Tell him that I do love him and want to be with him.
Tell him that I'm scared.
Scared to let him into my life.
Into my heart.
Do you think of me
When you stare at the sky
One by one clouds go by
Like what might have been
Every moment I am haunted by us
What will be and what was
And who knows why it is
I don't know if he still loves me.
And I'm not sure I want to know.
Either way, he'll never take me back.
If things were the other way around, I wouldn't take me back.
He tries to act indifferent towards me.
But his eyes give him away.
I can see the hurt clouding his once bright blue orbs.
But I've also seen love, desire.
When he thinks I'm not looking, he allows himself to look at me.
Really look at me.
Like he did when we were together.
Those are the moments I live for.
Letting me go
You let me go
You're all that I know
I'm still holding on
One day I hope he'll forgive me.
Give me another chance to love him the way he deserves.
Until then, all I can do is wait.