Chapter 1

I had vowed when I was thirteen that I would never tell anyone about my gift. After seeing how it tore my family apart I believed it was better to keep it bottled up, hidden from anyone.

Even though I did, people still seemed to sense that there was something different about me and had always stayed away from me in the playground, or when I was at work. This had bothered me at first but I soon got over it, I mean who need's friends? Huh? At least I had my mum. She always sided with me.

Sorry, I'll go into more detail. When I was four I was stood outside in the garden, playing football with my brother. I had run to get the ball near a plant plot when he tripped me, causing me to bang my head.

I had burst into tears, causing my brother to tease me. It was only kiddie teasing, nothing bad. But when you're four it feels much worse.
I stayed where I was, sat on the floor and wished I was invisible. Next second he couldn't see me, and then he started screaming and crying.

My brother never cried which alerted mum and dad to the fact something was seriously wrong. They ran outside and couldn't see me either. Then when my brother told them I had disappeared they thought he meant I had gone off somewhere and was missing not just stood next to them, invisible.

The police were called and everyone was out looking for me. No matter how hard I cried or loud I screamed they couldn't hear me, even though I was right next to them.

By the end of the day my parent's had given up hope. The whole town had searched everywhere for me and now rumours were being spread it was a hopeless case.

That day was the worst day of my life. At first it had been fun but by the end I was scared, tired and hungry. I wished I was visible constantly but nothing seemed to happen.

Luckily the next day I woke up and it was all alright but it just freaked my dad out too much. Mum stuck up for me though during their divorce then moved with me. She'd wanted to take my brother but he chose my dad.

It was sad because they still loved each other; it was all my fault with my gift.

I found out that my gift was to start hallucinations concerning me so no-one could see me or I looked different or something. It was easy to control it if I wanted it to happen but it often happened also when I didn't want it to happen. So occasionally it just sort of slipped out and weird things happened.

It became an unmentionable thing with my mum and I had no-one else to talk about it with. I couldn't blame her though; she was always stressed out in case the next time I used my gift everyone found out or something. That's why we always kept moving.

When we came to La Push I had expected more or less the same thing. Which I didn't get as I found Seth. Mum was always hesitant about our relationship but she realised we loved each other so let us be.

I noticed something was different about my boyfriend and his group of friends then all the other people I had ever met. They were unnaturally to hot (temperature wise), always ate too much and were super strong and fast. I began to believe I wasn't the only unnatural thing on the planet and today Seth confirmed it.

He sat me down on the beach and told me he was a shape shifter that transformed into a wolf. Seth told me about the pack and showed me him in wolf form. I was amazed that he told me Sam and Emily's story though. Wasn't he scared that it would frighten me away from him?

I wasn't frightened though as I knew Seth would never hurt me and my love for him grew even stronger when he told me about imprinting. After he had confessed his whole life story to me I instantly felt guilty. He had told me all this yet I was still keeping something from him. This view on things made me break the promise I had made to myself when I was thirteen and I instantly told him what I told you.

He wasn't fazed about it. (Which I was thankful for) He was happy as he had always knowing something was up and was grateful I could finally tell him.

That was one or two hours ago now, or maybe longer? I don't know and I'm not bothered. I'm on top of the world. Anything could happen and I wouldn't care!

"What are you thinking about??"

I looked up to see Seth gazing into my eyes, every time he looked at me so intensely I'd get lost. It was just so easy looking into those large hazel eyes, it made me want to be with him forever.

"Marie? Erm why has your hand gone all sticky?"

I looked down to where mine and Seth's hands were entwined to see glue covering both of us. My cheeks automatically turned bright red I pulled my hand away from his.

"That was embarrassing" I whispered, whipping my hand on my trousers. I slowly looked up at Seth's face to see he was grinning down at me "Sorry Seth!"

"Don't worry", he chuckled "I'm used to it. Things like this just sort of happen around you!"

He bust into childish giggles while I just rolled my eyes at his immature and childish behaviour then turned back to look at the approaching sunset over the sea.

I wonder in the future will me and Seth still be together? I know he said he's imprinted on me but can imprinting fail? It would break my heart if me and Seth broke up, it sounds cheesy but I just love him too much. I don't know what I would do if he broke up with me because he preferred someone else… If we do stay together how will we look? Will Seth still look like he is now and will I look like an old lady? I hope my powers will come in hand and make me look young? I couldn't bare it if people thought I was Seth's grandma. I wonder what would happen if I disappeared from Seth's life now to never come back, will he just forget me or will he not be able to cope?

Seth nudged me in the side and I looked up at him grinning down at me. He leant down to give me a kiss on the forehead as I closed my eyes. But the kiss never came.

"Hey mister where's my kiss??"

I opened my eyes to find myself stood in the middle of what looked like a street surrounded by disgusting creature like things carrying what I guessed were weapons. I took a deep breath and pressed my back into the wall behind me as I noticed the glares they were all sending me and I realised that they were looking at me. My eyes glanced up to catch the date hanging on the wall above me.

June 13th 2013

Where are you Seth Clearwater?????