Love that is and isn't there.

You lied.

You left.

How could you? We were always a team. I thought that you loved me. We were always close but we fought…and I guess I hurt you more than I meant. I never thought that you were actually going to just shut me out of my life. you were hurting so bad Liv and I felt bad that I couldn't do anything about that. Everyday I would come to work and I would see that you were have a bad day but I wouldn't say anything. I would just watch you get hurt over and over. And the worst part is that I hurt you too. A lot. But the day that your sleeves slipped up and there were the gashes I knew that you felt all the pain in the world all in one throbbing heart that was torn in two. And that was too much. So I tried loving you. I already did with all my heart, but I wanted to love you more. Except you thought it was wrong. And deep down I knew it was too.

So I broke your heart even more.

So you left.

With only a letter to tell me that you're not coming back.

But once you said that we would always be together.

I laughed.

'Cause I knew that no matter how much I wanted it, it wouldn't happen.

I can't erase the past.

And I still love you.