Just a angst-y story because I want too. Deal. OH, it's been forever since I've written. So ignore my many mistakes. It's 2:30 in the morning and I'm exhausted. I still have to do my biology essay. So yeah. Pray for me.

enjoy.

Disclaimer: I do not own the SG.

He has knows that he loves Sabrina Grimm. Maybe it even started at the very beginning. It's obvious, isn't it? Although the feeling not mutual, he loves her. That will never change.

Maybe it happened when she appeared in front of him, the very first time. With that defiant look in her eyes. A fire ignites in his heart. Turning to ash everything that tells him 'no'.

This is only the start.

...

Then there's the kiss. That goddamn kiss. Sparks run through his body, making his heart thump in his chest so hard he goddamn swears his body will split in two. Only she didn't see it that way. Because if she did he was sure was hell she wouldn't have punched him in the stomach.

Then goodbyes

Then soon (hopefully) hello's.

...

Puck never knew his love would affect Sabrina. Not until years later. After he leaves they finally are reunited. He smashes his lips against hers, drowned by the heat of the moment. she pushes away and whispers "I have a boyfriend."

His heart fucking breaks.

...

He is drowning in his own misery. He is drowning in the fact that he can't have everything he wants. And it's (literally) killing him. Sabrina left the day after the kiss. It's raining. She hugs him goodbye, but ends it hquickly and he becomes stiff as a rock. He can't tell if it's tears or rain, it doesn't matter anyways. When she drives away he falls to his knees and lets out a shriek that could break glass miles away.

...

It takes a while for love to scare you, but when it does, you can't sleep with replaying the word over and over again in your head.

i love you

i love you

i love you

...

So he tells her.

It doesn't go according to plan.

...

At first she laughs, chilling his spine.

"I'm serious."

"Oh."

Oh.

...

Sabrina Grimm is fire. Cracking, hot, burning fire. And he will love her.

Forever

and

Always.

So, is it good? Bad? It probably sucks. Constructive criticism only please :)