A/N: Oh my heck, I haven't updated anything in FOREVER! Gowash, I missed y'all:) ok, so I'mmma get on with this, but read the bottom note cause I have some SUPER UBER important news!
And I don't own iCarly… no duh:)
Our relationship is… complicated. Its phone calls at two in the morning. It's crying on my shoulder because no one else could possibly understand. Its marathon texting about psychology one day, and random wars the next. It's you staying over at my house even though my mom would pop a blood vessel if she knew. It's throwing snowballs, its watching six hours of Sonny with a Chance with you when you were sick.
It's also constant insults. And threats. It's your degrading slurs, your tiny fists. It's your vacuum for a stomach; it's your never ending pool of nicknames. Its public humiliation, it's the fact that I'll never get a date because there isn't a girl in the entire school who hasn't seen me in some sort of… disarray.
It's also that first kiss. It's those moments when our hands brush, and I think there is no way you can't feel the sparks either. It's the secret glances, it's the hugs we share when no one is around. It's you trusting me with secrets you don't tell anyone else.
It's when I started noticing how pretty your hair is. It's when I stopped calling your eyes 'blue' because no word could describe the number of colors and depth inside them. It's when I realized that you're not invincible. It's when I started noticing your flaws. It's when I stopped caring about them.
It's singing in the rain, and me dancing right along with you. It's you watching movies with your feet on my lap.
It's inside jokes and secrets. Its wishes, dreams, and fantasies. It's ranging from enemies, to frememies, to best friends, to flirts, back to enemies, and so on and so forth.
Our relationship, our friendship. It's not awkward. It's not forced. It's not dysfunctional. Okay, maybe it is. But that's us. That's what makes us Sam and Freddie. That's what makes us Seddie. And you know what I just realized?
I never want this to change.
A/N: fluffy much? Haha:) I really am sorry for my… absence, but I didn't have any stupid internet! And those few moments I did, I was readin this EPIC channy fic called Don't I Know You? If you're a channy fan, go check it out. But you probably have. Anywho, Here is my important news.
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I NEED YOUR HELP. On my fictionpress account me and this other girl are having a contest, and I need reviews REALLY bad on this one story. The link is:
http:/ www. /s/2973970/1/ bLock_b_bDown_b
Without spaces. Just leave an anonymous review with your fanfiction name and I will be your best friend in the entire world! It would seriously mean so freakin much:)
Ok love you guys:) REVIEWS MAKE ME HAPPY. SO DOES GREEN BEAN CASSAROLE. ITS ONE OR THE OTHER, CHAMP.
