Definitely Not Me
No its not me she wants. She's the beautiful and intelligent, thestrong one of us all. Even stronger than Sheppard. She's a civillian and she's stronger than any military force in this galaxy. So no, why would she want me, I'm weak down to my make up. I don't eat for two hoursand I shake, Jesus, I could be killed by eating fruit. Dr Rodney McKay, yes quite possibly the smartest man alive, whats that count for? Nothing. Not a Goddamn thing. The sarcasm stays, well people call it sarcasm, I call it safety. They cant see how you feel they can't damage your feelings, they can insult you but not destroy you. They don't know I love her, so they can't know my weakness. Love is a weakness, but she isn't weak at all. She's too strong to love me. There's someone back home she loves or loved but she could never love me. Coward, weakling, wimp. So no, definitely not me.
a/n: this is my first fic...ever for any show! i usually write original fic so go easy on me if i have missed the point entirely. well thanks for reading if you have!
