-1 There's no ending
Before Dib came in to her life there was nothing.
There is no ending. I float in space drifting in to nothingness. Why did It come to be this? Is there any reason for me to be alive? I was born in a cold heartless world.
Were there's only orders to take. I thought I was better then the other Invaders. I thought I was going to be the best invader ever, but no.
I was screwed out of it because of Zim. I tried to take it back, but failed aging.
I've cut myself over, and over again, but this damn Irken skin heals. Death is something that will never come. I wish to die. Or serve the Tallest, But No
I some times laugh when I think of Death. I laugh at the fact that every day I wake up to the same nothingness. All there is in my life now is nothingness. All that will be.
But for some reason I still live. Still go to sleep knowing that I'm going to wake up to this nothingness.
I hate to admit this, but I've been having dreams about that Dib boy. I know he helped Zim, but he is the only thing on earth that I could talk to.
(For a time at leas.)
Dib. I dreamed I kissed you, and let you do things to me. Things that's never been done to an Irken before. Why do I have these thoughts? Are they here to make what little sanity I have left go away.
My ship is almost done repairing itself. But were will I go.
I..I. don't wish to go to the Tallest. For a weird reason I liked being on Earth. I miss seeing Dibs face. Damn it Stop it Tak. Your doing it again.
I sleep. I dream. And the dream of Dib gets worse. Or better. Stop it. Stop it get out of my mine!
There's no place in a Invaders hart for love, But I'm not An Invader. I'm nothing.
Fuck it I'm going to see Dib. If he dose not love me. I will…I will…. Go back to the nothingness, and maybe be the first Irken to cry herself to death.
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