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I don't own anything of this… that's too bad T_T


My name is Kiku Honda, currently fifteen years old, and at the top of the rooftop. Right now, I'm really, really shocked! I'm not the kind of person to show it on my face so people often misunderstands me except for a few. You want to know why I'm shocked? Well Our school football star, Alfred F. Jones, is confessing to me! ME!

"So ugh… did you hear me clearly? I want to ask you if you would go out with me." He looked away embarrassed and blush covering his cheeks. If I don't reply soon he might-

"I'm sorry, if you don't want to! Just forget about this" he started to turn away from me. Wait don't go! I held the back of his shirt to stop him.

"S-sure… I don't mind… to go out" WAAAH! You idiot Kiku! I sound so reluctant! I should've said I'm so happy to go out with you! But even though I sound like that, a bright smile crossed his face

"REALLY? Yes! Don't worry! This hero will be forever by your side!" hero? Whatever… his bright smile is blinding… oh… he started jumping up and down. I can't help but let out a chuckle.

"Hey! You laughed! I'm so awesome that I made you laugh!"


Watching Jones-san playing American football, while drawing him from outside the art classroom is great. I always watched him here so I can get a better view, and I'm in art class so I have an excuse. I have always admired his smile and expressive eyes, he's also cool unlike me, who don't even have the slightest bit of expression. I was born with the inability to express myself on the outside, it's not a problem until now. Ah! My sketchbook is already filled with his pictures

"Hey Kiku!" Oh… it's Jones-san. Why is he here?

"Do you want to come home with the hero? I have an awesome eyesight that I saw you from the practice field!" Jones-san you're wearing glasses, so it can't be that awesome… wait…he can saw me from there? I-it means he's looking at my direction! My chest feels warm!

"Hey, what are you drawing?" he tapped my sketchbook but before he can see my drawing I hugged it to my chest. He can't see them! It'll be so embarrassing that I'll die!

"Ah! I'm sorry, I wasn't being heroic"

While walking home we stopped at the Mc Donalds when Jones-san said that he was hungry, and wow! He ordered a lot of burgers, at least 15 of them I think. He must have exercise a lot; I ordered some chocolate milk drink. We sat at the table near the window

"Ya know kiku, I didn't expect you to say yes at all! I'm heroic and stuff but yeah…" He's smile is so dazzling, and that should be my line. I didn't expect you to ask me to go out with you at all!

"Hey do you like sweet stuff?" he asked me motioning at my choco. I nodded, I have a certain liking to sweet and salty stuffs

"You have a sweet tooth like me?" he looked like as if Christmas came early

"Yes"

"I'll remember that! You look like the kind of person that hides secret, not that I think that you're a villain or something cuz you're really cool! I'm just excited to find things about you may it be small or big" He gave me another smile. He looked so happy just knowing that. Maybe I should jot down some things that I like and give it to him? Hmm…

After eating at Mc Donalds we went to a store to buy a few things. We went on our own ways inside the store since it's just small. I noticed something at the phone strap selection, it's an American football ball. Maybe I should by it for Jones-san?

"What are you looking at?" I jumped at the voice, it was just Jones-san

"Football? You like football don't you, since you always look from the window? I'm a hero so I should buy it for you!" EH! I was thinking to give it to you as a present, and I'm always looking from the window so I can see you! He took it and went to the cashier to pay for it and gave it to me.

"Here! As a memory of us dating!"


The next day to school I put it on my bag since I don't have any cellphone. It inadvertently became my treasure, and somehow I feel like a girl. Jones-san suddenly appeared beside me (how did he do that?)

"Hey Kiku! Morning, you're up early"

"You too…" lame! Too lame!

"You always come to school this early? I always have morning practice at this time, and besides a hero should never be late!" He pumped his fist

"I want to avoid rush hour" I said quietly, did he hear it?

"I see" he noticed the phone strap

" Ah! That's the… did you really like it?" he sounded uncertain. Of course I liked it! It's from Jones-san! He smiled once again

" That's good! I thought I was getting ahead of myself and forced you to accept it. I'm a hero and a hero should never force someone else!"

"No way" there's no way I could think it like that. You didn't force me to anything. Why am I so bad at expressing myself?

"Anyway, isn't that a phone strap?"

"Yeah, but I don't own any phone."

"Huh! You're kidding me!" he exclaimed "Why not?"

"Well, I don't talk much anyway" I'm so pathetic, and I hate this part of me "Even if I had one, I wouldn't use it"

Jones-san bended down to my height

"Did you just get down just now?" huh? He noticed?

"Ya know, from the first glance you look expressionless, but at a closer look you look quite expressive" He had a gentle look on his face that made me believe what he said. Jones-san is the first person to actually say that to me.

"Ya know, I always wondered why you're so unsociable… it bugged me; so that's why I keep on watching you… but I think I'm starting to understand you, just a bit though" Since when did he start on watching me? My cheeks suddenly feel warm

"Were you blushing just now?" he too have a little blush on his cheeks "That's side of you… is really.." his voice became low and husky. Before I knew it he was kissing me! He finally pulled away from the kiss, I kinda feel disappointed but my face is flaming red. My hand instinctually covered my mouth

"HAHA! You're face is all red! I really like that side of you" he said the last part a little lower than his normal voice

"See ya!" He ran away to school "My practice is starting."


I was kissed by Jones-san… he's so BOLD! I didn't know if anyone saw that.

"Kiku! Kiku ve~!" huh? It's Vargas sensei… even with his eyes closed, his face is showing concern, I wonder how he do that, and how can he see with his eyes closed.

"You haven't drawn anything at all ve~ if you want you can skip classes, and take siestas! Here I have pasta with me do you want some? I brought them for Luddy but I forgot to put some wurst and Luddy won't eat it without them, so I'm giving it to you ve~!"

"No thank you, Sensei" Luddy? That's a cute name for Ludwig-sensei

"You don't like pasta ve~? They're so delicious and yummy and you will feel very happy if you eat them~" Sensei suddenly asked all of his students if they want pasta and telling them the wonders of pasta that it should be in the seven wonders of the world. When sensei is finally away I sighed, I was supposed to do my outdoor sketch but I'm so distracted by the kiss! I finally packed my materials, ready to go home after this, I didn't get to walk with Jones-san since he's busy with football. Oh well, there's always tomorrow.

As soon as I got home I went to my room, after all there's so many homework. I opened my bag to see that my strap is not here! The strap is not here! I must have lost it by the river! Why do I have to be distratcted! I immediately took the flashlight and run to the riverside.

I still had it while doing my sketch so it has to be somewhere here… I searched and searched but it's impossible, it's too dark.

Tomorrow,

Tomorrow when it's brighter I'll come and look for it again.


The next day, it seems that Jones-san really have an amazing eyesight since he noticed the lack of the phone strap

"Where's your strap?"

"I uhh…" Think Kiku! Think! "I hanged it in my bedroom"

"ohh… I see" I wonder if he's mad? As soon as after class I ran all the way to the riverside to go search for it. I heard Jones-san looking for me ,but I was already at the gate so I continued my anyway.

Five days have passed and still can't find the phone strap, I keep on avoiding Jones-san too since I'm scared he might get mad. Chikusho! If this continues I have tosearch for it thoroughly for the whole weekend!

"Kiku, are you avoiding me?" it's not the reason you're thinking though! "Ever since that day you'd go home by yourself, and you don't want to look at me in the eye. Did you really hate it when I kissed you?" he has this pensive face on, but I don't feel that way, he's misunderstanding something here

"You know, now that I've think about it, the day after that happened, you stopped using your phone strap." It's not like that! Not like that at all!

"I thought you were hard to understand at first, but I guess you're pretty easy to figure out" No! You're wrong!

"I know it's my fault that I did that out of blue, but you don't have to avoid me like this" I have to say it! I have to say that it's just a misunderstanding! Hurry Kiku!

"…umm…"

"Why… aren't you saying anything?" Jones-san started to walk away, please don't walk away… I didn't say anything because you made a scary face that I was shocked, and I didn't know where to start talking… I'm sorry…

As soon as I got out of school I went straight to the Riverside… when I find it, I'll explain as soon as I can…


Woo! One chapter done! If you don't know, this came from bukiyou na silent! It's really an amazing yaoi manga! I recommend it! Haha! I made Feli-chan the teacher, I would love him as a teacher but I love Lovi-chan more! Please read and review!

See you next chapter!

Ciao!