Dear Tsukimori-kun,
While I know that these letters will never reach you, I'll still continue to honour my promise to you and continue to write to you every day of my life until I breathe my last.
It had been 5 years since I last saw now since I last saw you, but I remembered your face from the tips of your beautiful and silken light blue hair to those curiously cold amber eyes that can convey so much emotion as if I am looking at you right this moment, but that is impossible for you are now a world renowned violinist while I am still just me, simple Hino Kahoko.
How I wish I could listen to Tsukimori-kun's violin played just for me once more, how I yearn for what was lost, that day when we exchanged those awkward words that to this day still cause me unbearable pain that ease only ever so slightly when I hear you play your violin. I yearn to look at you face-to-face instead of gazing at you via the television…
I've had a good life thus far, albeit a simple one, although I miss Tschiura-kun, Hihara-sempai and all the others so much that sometimes, I feel as if my heart would burst. I too wish I could have the chance to look at them once more and hear them play but again I know that that is an impossible wish for they too are now world famous musicians… looks like there's only me left of all the concourse participants who didn't make it big. I miss you… but it's kinda pathetic to miss you only now, no? and no, I'm no longer playing the violin… please don't be angry at me for breaking my promise to you to always play the violin, perhaps one day we will meet and I'll once more be inspired by you to play the violin again. Do you know that you were the one who first taught me that the violin could be beautiful? I never knew until the day I heard you play ave maria, a song that to this day I will always cherish… perhaps one day, I would tell you how for the first few selections I managed to play so well… perhaps…
I'm still not married though and it looks like I'll never have children for I'm already so old yet I'm still not married! But nobody could measure up to you and the suitors have long since stop knocking on this old woman's door… Gods, I truly do feel old… thank you for listening to the ramblings of an old woman len, and I just want to tell you, I love you.
The woman who stares from afar,
Hina Kahoko
Side note: it's been a long time since I last wrote in , but one day, I stumbled upon it once more and I just knew that I had to write this letter. I hoped you enjoyed it and reviews and criticism would be most helpful. Also, I think I might upload another chapter if this story goes down well, if not, I'll keep to myself, thank you for reading yet another Animepowergirl production!
Side note II: this is once more edited… thanks to all those who commented on my various grammatical error!
