(I am in no way affiliated with Degrassi. I don't own ne of it wouldn't that be awesome though Oh and this is based before he went to Wasaga & the shooting. For those of you who don't know POVpoint of view.)

Day 1

Ellie's POV

I woke up with a start that morning...the morning it all changed. I took a shower and let the water run over my aching body. Sean and I had been up all night studying...and more. Smiling to myself I grabbed a towel and stepped out of the shower, ring my wet hair and shaking it out. I put on a black tank top, black pants, and red arm bands. Afer that I dried my hair and let it hang loosely around my face, I added some make-up. After I closed the drawer I felt a pair of arms slide around my waist and I smiled. Sean pushed my hair away and kissed my neck, cheek, and lips making me smile.

"You know...I don't think the outfit works." He said and I gave him a quizzical look. "Without your smile...it just doesn't work." He ran his soft finger across my cheek and I smiled happily.

"Well I'll smile them...but only for you." I joked and kissed him lightly before walking to the kitchen. He followed me in nothing but his boxers.

I reached the fridge and pulled out the carton of milk and jelly. The bread I pulled out from the cupboard along with a cup. I turned and reached for the milk but it was gone. I turned around and saw Sean drinkingit straight from the carton. I tried bnot to gawk as each of his muscles acted in turn. I smiled and walked to him, tracing my finger along his chest.. He set the milk on the counter and put both arms around my waist.

"We're going to be late for school." I said as he lightly kissed me. At school and around his friends he was tough but alone hwas sweet and romantic. Even when he was around his friends he wasn't shy or embarrassed by me. He loved me and showed it always. I kissed him on the neck and pushed away. I didn't want to leave his arms but I knew I had to. If I was late again I could get kicked off my Co-Op.

I put jelly on the bread and poured the milk into the styrafoam cup. Sean held my waist while I did this and I tried not to shift where it would cause him to let go. Feeling loved was a feeling I didn't want to let go of.

"Sean...we've got to go. Now get dressed." I giggled slightly and threw him his pants and shirt.

"You want me to dress in the kitchen?" He sounded hurt.

"Well you're in there aren't you? And you've got your clothes...why not." He frowned.

"Fine," He whined and turned around so I wouldn't watch, although I'd already seen it all. Rolling my eyes I went over to the couch and picked up my bag and began stuffing my homework in it. By the time I was done, Sean was at the door waiting. I slipped my shoes on and we headed for school.

Emma's POV

It was a usual day. I woke up and showered and dressed in a pink & green tank top and jeans along with a pair of medium high flip flops. After drying my hair and applying my make up I went downstairs, finding my mom and Jack watching cartoons. Smiling I went into the kitchen and grabbed a granola bar & diet soda from the fridge.

"Bye mom I love you!" I yelled and Rian out the door, grabbing my bag on the way. Greeting the sunshine as it hit my face I ran to the sidewalk and started down it. I flung my bag over my shoulder and stared down the street. It was only seven o' clock and school started at eight, I didn't need to be there. But I went in to help my step-dad, his cancer was in remission but he still liked the help.

As I walked towards the school I watched Sean's red convertible speed past with Ellie in the passenger seat. I burnt with envy as she held his hand in hers. It was more than I could bare and I ran to the school to avoid watching anything more. Until now I had not realized I still loved Sean, but seeing him that morning opened my eyes to it. We had been through so much together. Yet we hadn't made it through. Now Ellie had him and I wanted to die everytime I saw them. Hugging myself I ran into the school. Leaving them to whatever they had planned.

Sean's POV

Emma...Emma...her name still rang in my mind as I watched her run into the school hugging herself. Ellie saw me look at her and instinctavly held my hand tighter. Knowing she was waiting for a reassuring squeeze I squeezed her hand and got out of the car. I ran over to the other side of the car to open the door for Ellie when I saw Emma watching through the window, tears running down her cheeks. When she saw me she wiped the tears away and walked towards her step-dad's room.

Oh Emma I want to comfort you...be there for you...I miss you. I thought when I felt something slam into my legs. "Ow!" I cried and jumped back as Ellie exited the car.

"Sorry, you were just standing there...I was coming to see if something was wrong." She said, I watched as her hand went to her wrist and began to snap the rubberband. I couldn't leave her, it would break her completely. Sixteen, dad gone...mom in rehab...ex cutter...living with her boyfriend...a boyfriend whose feelings for an x-girlfriend were resurfacing. I pushed Emma back into my mind as far as I could and placed my arm around Ellie's waist. I felt her relax and we entered the school never knowing what was going to happen in the next 3 days.

Ellie's POV

It was so strange when Sean stood there. Standing next to my door, watching the school, not moving. I turned and looked towards the school and saw a tearful Emma walk away. My whole body stiffened and I slammed the door open. Hitting Sean in the legs and bring him back to earth. When I saw the confusion in his eyes as he rubbed his legs I knew nothing was going on. I apologized and when he didn't reply I felt the need again..the need to hurt myself. I crept my hand to my wrist and snapped the rubberband, twitching ever so slightly but basking in physical pain rather than emotional. Calmness swept over me and I felt Sean's arm around my waist and we walked into the school. Looking around me I saw Marco and smiled and waved. Ashley and Craig were there too and so was Manny, talking to JT. It was a normal day at Degrassi and I chided myself for having thought otherwise.

As we entered Mr. Simpson's room I saw Emma sitting at his desk grading tests. I locked eyes with her not knowing why. I was saying in my mind Stay away from Sean. But outloud I simply said Hi. When she didn't reply I looked behind me and Sean was locked in a gaze with her. They were speaking yet their lips didn't move. They were bonded and I was not between their unblinking gaze. Snapping my rubberband and leaving a small welt on my wrist as I walked to Sean and gave him a kiss. Attempting to break their gaze, but he did not move. Only when the bell rang and I sat at my own computer as did Sean and Emma did either of them move.

As class went by Emma did not shift her gaze from her computer screen. Sean, I noticed, glanced at her every chance he got. I couldn't help wondering if I was going to lose Sean and wondered if he was falling back in love with her.

Emma's POV

I sat at Snake's desk grading tests. I concentrated as much as I could and corrected each test with ease. But my mind was elsewhere. Thent hey walked in, when I saw those familiar blue eyes and his smile I thought my heart switched places with my stomach. I smiled nicely and looked down, trying not to let the tears I was holding in out. I looked up again braving what I feared. But instead of seeing him staring at Ellie with love he was staring at me. I stared back into those eyes with so much pain behind them. We kept that gaze until the bell rang. Even Ellie's kiss didn't break it. All during class I could feel Ellie's glare boring into my back. She knew I still loved him and she knew as well as I did that Sean could very well still be in love with me.

My first degrassi fic so be kind! R&R PLEASE!

Love Roxy

Preview for Day 2

Sean's POV

"Ellie I...I..." I stammered, I couldn't get my words together.

"What Sean what? What are you going to say?" She snapped. Tears brimming her eyes. I stood in disbelief as she went off. Then she said it..."Choose."

"What?"

"Choose. Her or Me." She said simply and walked off snapping her rubberband violently.