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It had been 70 year sin he left and 70 sin I was changed a month after they left not one of them ever loved me.
It had been 70 year since he left and 70 since I was changed, a few months after they left. Now I was starting to get over him. I had a new family four brothers T.J, Nick, Sam, and Tyler, and four Sisters Nicole, Kim, and the twins Haley, Hannah. Our parents are Paul and Sara.
They look like they in there 20s Paul is a dirty blond and 6 foot 5 with short hair and Sara has black hair with long hair and is 6 foot. The girls were all blond but still different and looked like 10th graders and I look like the same as always but as a vampire. But everyone said I was so pretty.
T.J, Nick, Sam, and Tyler were big as in Emmett but not to big as in Emmett. When I first met T.J and Nick they saved me from Victoria and I've bin with them ever sins. We all hunted only animals because for some reason we hate human blood it's just too sweet of a smell for us I know it's wired but that's us.
We were now going to a new town the town that hunted me ever sins he left I never did know what happened to Charlie but I know he was dead now and so were a lot of my old friends.
As we drove to our new house I saw it was big and old like all of our houses. Here I was back in forks. I was going to visit Charles old house I only knew no one lived there sins Charlie lived there and his stuff was still there and so was my stuff so I was going to get a few things so I could remember Charlie and Renée.
When I got to the house nothing changed the only thing was it was so dusty and had spiders all over but I didn't care I want to my room first and got my old album I was working on when I was alive but never finished but I would now. I put them in the back pack I brought to take them to my new home.
Nick was out side in the car just in case I need someone to be there just for support and everyone said it was a great idea for me to get old things I wanted to keep. After my old room, I want to my fathers.
Charlie's room was the same as always I just smiled how something just never changes. When I was finished with the whole house, I filed up the completely backpack I did not what to take to many things.
I want back to my room. As I entered I headed the flour and looked down and saw that it looked like someone did something to it. Then I smelled his sent and I took out the floorboard that was lose and there was a box I took it and opened it and was everything from my birthday all my presents were in it. If I could, I would probably be crying rite now but sins I was a vampire now I could not.
Therefore, I just put the floor bored back and took all the old pictures of him and me and his family. When I got in the car and got in Nick only started driving he knew I didn't want to talk about it and if I did I would say something.
"Nick thanks you." I said to him, he looked at me, and in his eyes, I could see confusion. "What for?" I looked at him. "You know for coming with me and everything." He smiled. "Bella you're my little sister and I would do anything for you." Nick was always kind and funny like his mate Kim.
I got out of the car and walked over to T.J who was working on my new bike. "So how is my bike coming will it be finished by tomorrow?" I asked him I love my bike it always made me fell better from all my old memories.
"Well I should be finished by 6 a.m." I hugged him and then walked to his car that I was working on. I know me and cars but you for some reason T.J got me into it and that is how we always spanned time together.
We talk about our day and that but today I was ready to tell him what happened to me when I was human and how I knew I was a vampire when I was first changed. And he was not the only one I didn't tell I never told my family they just said when I was ready they would be there to listen.
"Um... T.J I think I'm ready to tell you what happened to me when I was human." he looked up from what he was doing shocked was written all over his face. "Ok" was all he could get out. "Ill keep working and you talk forget about my car OK." I looked at him and said. "I still working on the car."
so after that I told him and the rest of the family. I knew they were there by the end of the story I looked up to see every one mad and then my father Paul got up and hugged me and said "how are you so Strong? Everything you want through your still. Uh... your amazing and so brave putting up with the pain your in ever day." when he was done hugging me.
My brother's gave me a group hug and said they would kill him if they ever saw him. The girls just sat there they looked up and looked like they were going to cry. They all got up gave me a hug and ran to the trees. We all knew they all wanted to be alone.
So I want to the living room we had a hour till the first day of school. I sat down at the piano and started to play the song. I always played it was a song I rote and it was about him and me I just finished it last night. No one of my family members ever heard it before. (The song is really by Sarah Mclachlan but let's just say she rote it.)
I
will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass
you by,
Weep not for the memories
remember the good times that
we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad.
How
clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth
upon me
I wanna be the one
I
will rememeber you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass
you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm
so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much
to deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We
are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But
I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life
pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm
so afraid to love you
But more afraid to lose
Clinging to a
past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness
Deep
and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me
light
And
I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life
pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories
When I was done I looked up, saw my whole family, and saw how proud they were of me. "That was amazing bells! Can you do another one?" Haley and Hannah said at the same time. I smiled at them. (song by Sheryl Crow - The First Cut Is The Deepest)
I
would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's
torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I have
But if you
want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I
know...
The
first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the
deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it
comes to lovin' me, he's worst...
I
still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've
cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want I'll try to
love again, (try)
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...
OOHHH,
The
first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the
deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
But when
it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...
I
still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've
cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want I'll
try to love again
(Try to love again, try to love again)
Baby,
I'll try to love again but I know, OOHHH...
The
first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the
deepest
When it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes
to lovin' me, he's worst
OOHHH,
the first cut is the deepest
Baby I know (baby I know)
The
first cut is the deepest
Try to love again...
The twins smiled and then looked at the cloak and than said, it was an amazing song. Then they got up and left and so did the rest of the girls except our mother be case she stayed home while we want to school.
The girls what to do there stuff for school all but me they always did my hair and stuff. the boy didn't care. so we want out so we could shoot some hop as in basketball.
When we were done they said my songs were cool and stuff I just smiled at them. However, Sam grabbed my hand before I could go in the house and dragged me to the woods.
"I have something to ask about that song you rote and other stuff." I looked at him he was always the kidder, the joker, and stuff so it was so weird to see him like this. "What is it?" he was looking at the ground when he said it.
"Did you make that song be case of him and do you still love him?" I was shocked by the question I did not think anyone would ask. "Yes I did. I did make it because of him." he just nodded.
"Um… Bells why did you stay with me and Tyler when we were changed?" I was shocked. "Why would I leave you? I would never do that. He left me and said he didn't love me so it would be pointless going after him and even if he did love me I would stay with you and Tyler during the transformation." I looked him and the eye and was completely serious. He nodded and hugged me as we went in to the house.
It was now time for school and as T.J said that my bike was done, so I would be riding it to school today. However, before we could get out of the house, Blade called us and told us he would be coming in two days to check on us.
Me, Sam and Tyler and the rest of the family were in Blades army, but we were off the cloak so we were acting like a normal family. However, when we were with Blade, we were the most deadly family in both worlds. That's right two worlds. The one world that was Blades. In his world, our kind where like the movies, and the one here, our world, where we were born and raised and changed. However, that was so old news.
As we arrived at school, I smelled something in the air it was another vampire at our school so I called my brother Sam.
"Sam, I think we have anther family of vampires at our school. At least 5 of them." I said into my helmet phone, as my sisters put it. "OK we'll be there soon." But then I saw them and they saw me. They were now all walking toads me.
I was now panicking and Jasper tried to calm me down but it did not help. "Bella is that you" It was Emmett that was the only one to speak. Now Edward was next to me and hugging me I did not even know what to do I just stood there. Then we hard a car coming very fast and I knew it was my rescue party coming to save me. "Hey, get away from our Little sis!"
Sam said with so much anger that the Cullen's backed away. Sam ran to me and Tyler got my bike and took it over to their car. "Bells let go," he said as he pulled me to my family. "Bella stop." Edward said in a whisper and I turned.
I knew he could see how much he hurt me through my eyes everyone in my family sad that my eyes were always filled with sadness and it hurt all of them but to him I think it mite have almost killed him. I turned back to my family. and they all saw I was hurting. "Bell, are you all right to go to school?" I nodded as we walked to the main office and got our stuff and then went to our first class.
1st period- English
2nd period- Government
3rd period- Trigonometry
4th period- Spanish
Lunch
5th period- Biology
6th period- Gym
When I got to English, I saw a Cullen was in this class. It was Emmett. "So bells how did this happen and why are you so mad?" he whispered at vampire speed. "Well, did you think I'd be happy to see Edward? No!" I hissed at him.
"Besides you all left me for dead, so why am I even speaking to you!" He shook his head, he looked so mad.
"No we didn't leave you for dead. We wanted you to have a normal live without vampires. A clean brake." he said, but I didn't care.
"Bell I was wondering if you bin fighting with our kind because you have so many bite marks like Jasper. Or have you been biting yourself." I could not help but laugh.
"You think I would do this on purpose! No way." He nodded and said sorry. Then I thought of Jasper. "So Jasper want through it? Wow I didn't know. Well at lest he got out."
Emmett seem a little shocked by the way I put my answer. "Bell how could you be fighting with our kind and besides, Bell, you got out to because if you didn't, you wouldn't be here."
I didn't look at him and say he was right because he wasn't. "bell please tell me I'm right because I have to be." I shook my head no. he was shocked.
"Isabella why are you here then? I mean you have to be joking!" he looked at me. "Emmett I don't think we should talk about this right now. I'll tell you and everyone, but I need my brothers with me." I looked at him he seemed hurt.
"Bell I thought I was like a big brother to you?" I just shock my head. "Emmett you left like everyone in your family." I hissed at him. But before he could say anything else, the bell rung and I ran out that door at human pace.
However, before I could get any farther I bumped into him. He just stared at me while I picked up my book. "You know its rude to stare!" I hissed with all the hatred I could put into my voice. I picked up my books only to have them grabbed from my hands it was Emmett and he ran out side to the parking lot.
I thought it was one of his stupid pranks like he did when I was human but when I got to the parking lot, I was grabbed and put in a car by Jasper.
The rain was coming down so hard that I was soaked and so was my hair!! "What the hell is going on? Let me out of here!" I screamed at them as I tried to open the door only to have Jasper hold me down. "Bell this is for your own good. You need to get help." Why are they doing this to me? I want my brothers they would never do this to me! "Bell, those guys you where with do they make you fight? Please tell us if they are we will protect you if they are."
I looked Edward straight in the eyes, looking at him like he was crazy. He thought my brothers did all the marks on my arms and legs and well almost everywhere. "They never made me fight that was my own choice." I hissed at them.
They seemed taken back by that. However, I still think they did not believe me. "Then why do you fight? What is the point? Are you fighting for more land or is it just power?" Jasper hissed. I looked at him and saw the bits from when he fought but he was in a normal vampire war. "Jasper I don't fight to get power or just to get more land I fight to protect this world I will explain everything soon. But now I have to go to class." I kicked Jasper off me and got out of the car.
I ran back to school. When I finally got there, I had missed 3 classes. When I got to lunch, my brothers were all mad at me because they thought I ditched school. When I sat down they all looked at me for an excuse.
"I'm sorry for missing some of my class." I said in a whisper. Then the Cullen's came through the door and saw me and started to come near us. Then my brothers finally figured out why I missed class.
"Did they keep you from class?" T.J hissed I looked up and they knew they did by the look in my eyes. All my brothers got up and pull me and there mates up to and walked out the door the Cullen's behind us. T.J walked me to my bike and said to go home and get ready for Blade to come, there might be a fight. However, the Cullen's head it and all began to hiss and say that I was not a fighter. My brothers almost fell down laughing! "Bell is the best in the family better then us even and you!"
Need help what should the Cullen's say after what they just fond out need you to review! Thanks and I don't own twilight! Ok and review and tell me what you think!
