Ever since the day you left, you've left me empty. My body is hallow, and the only sound it makes is the echo of a bitter cry. I no longer know sleep, sleep is my enemy in which my dreams haunt me. Nostalgia is the cold sword that slices me to shreds, that kills a part of me with every blood does not course through my veins. It resides atop my skin.
Desperately, I need you. Longingly, I search. Faithfully I continue, but to no avail at all.
Roy.
I sought you in my world...
I wandered every place my feet could cover.
I walked all the distance my legs could take me.
I hollered your name loudly as if the sound were to explode my small body.
I cried all the tears princes are too strong to shed.
I did that,
To find you're gone.
I sought you in my dreams...
I smiled with you, no tears to shed.
I laughed with you, the sound of laughter is not one I often make.
I walked with you, as far as I could carry myself,
I smiled to myself, because now everything is alright.
I did that,
To find this is only a dream.
I sought you in my heart...
I see you everywhere, everything you had been.
I remember you, the wonderful friend I desperately need.
I love you, because it is so great my body aches with it.
I keep you alive, because no one would remember you.
I continue to do this,
It hurts like nothing ever before.
Each day I find...
A trillion thoughts....
.... That seperate me from my world...
A billion words....
..... That my heart left unspoken....
A million fantasies....
..... Of knowing you again....
A thousand days....
......That build the bridge of eternity....
A hundred scars.....
....... From watching you change....
A single person....
...... It hurts so much....
