Ever since the day you left, you've left me empty. My body is hallow, and the only sound it makes is the echo of a bitter cry. I no longer know sleep, sleep is my enemy in which my dreams haunt me. Nostalgia is the cold sword that slices me to shreds, that kills a part of me with every blood does not course through my veins. It resides atop my skin.

Desperately, I need you. Longingly, I search. Faithfully I continue, but to no avail at all.

Roy.

I sought you in my world...

I wandered every place my feet could cover.

I walked all the distance my legs could take me.

I hollered your name loudly as if the sound were to explode my small body.

I cried all the tears princes are too strong to shed.

I did that,

To find you're gone.

I sought you in my dreams...

I smiled with you, no tears to shed.

I laughed with you, the sound of laughter is not one I often make.

I walked with you, as far as I could carry myself,

I smiled to myself, because now everything is alright.

I did that,

To find this is only a dream.

I sought you in my heart...

I see you everywhere, everything you had been.

I remember you, the wonderful friend I desperately need.

I love you, because it is so great my body aches with it.

I keep you alive, because no one would remember you.

I continue to do this,

It hurts like nothing ever before.

Each day I find...

A trillion thoughts....

.... That seperate me from my world...

A billion words....

..... That my heart left unspoken....

A million fantasies....

..... Of knowing you again....

A thousand days....

......That build the bridge of eternity....

A hundred scars.....

....... From watching you change....

A single person....

...... It hurts so much....