My Heart
My story, my heart...
I loved you
I hated you
But i cant help falling in love again with you
You made me cry
But i don't know why
I still
Loved you
There are more worth it pearls in the sea
But somehow i'm still attracted this pea
And who would that be?
You, you, it's Always you
You broke my heart but i cant hate you
It's such a shame...
That i don't know why...
Please read lyrics, they are tips for the story...
"Sasuke, why?" Sakura asked. She wasn't a fan girl, but why would he do that? "You think i loved you? You think that i meant those words? Did you really think so?" Sakura could only sob and nod. "You're pathetic." Sakura stared at Sasuke. Who was this? Why would he break her heart after such a long time? But most importantly, why? Why would he do this? That one word, had broke her heart. She didn't harm him, why would he harm her? She ran away from home, he hid the secret well, no one guessed that he was the one who had made her run away.
Out in nowhere, there lies Sakura, a broken Angel. Her pieces where broken, where to? To darkness. She lost her pieces just to save someone who didn't care for her. Revenge, was all that Sakura seeked. Nothing stopped her from joining with the Akatsuki. She obviously was the strongest of them all. Nothing stopped those painful thoughts from swarming to her when she first held out her sword to kill. Those words "You think i loved you?" echoed around her head. She hadn't the time to think of love, or, she was the one who hadn't had one after that one love, hers was stolen, broken, and long gone. She didn't hesitate to kill anyone. She didn't hesitate to barge in and blast the commoners to death. She had no feelings. None at all. A scratch she got from Kisame's sword hadn't affected her feelings, in fact, she felt nothing. Those eyes of hers, had once held great happiness and cheerfulness, had vanished. Replaced by dull dark green eyes. Eye lids drooping, one swipe of her sword, and, she felt nothing. Those thousand of people's blood surrounding her, yet she hadn't realized them, yet.
Sakura's P.O.V
There must be a time when memories will suddenly rush back to you. There isn't a time like that for me. It ALWAYS happens to me. As i walked towards Konoha Leaf Village, waiting for my spy to appear. And there she was, Kamiga Kawari. An Anbu Black-ops. The only thing is, she's hiding. "Come out Kamiga-san. I know you are there." A loud sighing sound was heard from behind a tree. Yet she doesn't want to do so. "Kamiga, I'm warning you." She stayed put. "You're wasting my time." I did a jutsu and trees started growing out of the floor around Kamiga. "Now be a good girl and tell me what you came to tell." I was still standing at the same spot where i waited for Kamiga's chakra flow and footsteps to appear. "Looks like i found you." A voice, coming from, Kamiga's , body. I know that it there would be some more Anbu black-ops to guard her but i never knew that there was a jutsu which can control your chakra strength to look like someone's. I knew that voice, all too well. Probably too well. "Sasuke..." was all i could manage out. Kamiga's body puffed into smoke, and in return, there was her dead body, with Sasuke holding her neck. Gripping the sword, i flung it out and it slashed Sasuke's body. He used a shadow clone, Naruto's shadow clone. I felt something press my head down. And i realized, it was Sasuke's hand which was pressing me down. "So, one of the Akatsuki huh?" That voice, i couldn't kill him yet. Not yet. "Sorry, but I'm here for reason, since that reason's gone, then I'll be getting back then. There's no use in coming here anyway, this place, sucks." With that, i released the Tajuu Kage Bunshin no jutsu and puffed into smoke. Leaving them dumbfounded. 'Losers.'
Returning to the me outside the Akatsuki hideout, i called the rest of the Akatsuki to come out and help me train. But no one bothered to help. I, still wasn't good enough, i needed to train. I WILL train. No matter how much i will suffer. I must and WILL kill him. He was all that i ever thought of achieving. Even if i will become an enemy to Konoha. I don't care. I needed to become stronger. And the meanwhile, i hid myself as Makidan. I wore a red wig with wavy long hair, blue contact lenses and purple lipstick with shiny gloss. Sometimes even fake glasses. Of all the members of the Akatsuki, only Itachi, Konan and Pein know who am i and my real identity. In the meanwhile, i did a longer lasting shadow clone of me, she lives in the sand village. Even if someone is convince that i am Sakura, that clone will hold them down.
I disguise with the name Makidan, Itadaiko Rikaa. A forgotten villager of the leaves. So that does it. I killed the real Makidan and burned her dead body and disguised myself as her. So no one will go suspicious over who am i and why do i have the leaf village head protector. I've developed a hobby of inventing herbs so i can make money and get rich. Sometimes i even sell them to Orochimaru. Now that they see me as Makidan, i have no need to worry about people who'll say they have proof that I'm not Makidan. The girl i killed lived alone in the forest. I had investigated her even before i even joined the Akatsuki.
"Makidan! Deidara-senpai wants to see you!"A cheerful Tobi shouted in my ear. 'Ugh, not that blonde again. That's the third time he wants to confess his feelings for me this week.' I walked towards his room and shouted "Okay Okay! you liked me and you want me to be your girlfriend!" I shouted, very annoyed by his confidence over me. "Er, actually, i'm not here to confess my feelings again. You see here, i kinda sorta trespassed these bones when i was out on a mission, yeah." As Deidara said so, he handed me the bones. "I gave them to Sasori to find out whose bones are they. When the results came out, it was yours." Deidara looked at me like a book. "Here are the reports, see for yourself." I immediately snatched the paper and looked at it.
RESULTS OF BONE'S DNA SEARCH
BLOOD TYPE
O Type Blood
GENDER
Female
ADDITIONAL DESCRIPTION
Burned, 3 Years Ago
ADDITIONAL BONES OWNER SEARCH
NAME~Makidan Itadaiko Rikaa
VILLAGE~The Village Hidden In The Leaves
GENDER~Female
BIRTHDATE~31st August, Fall
BLOOD~O Type
CAPABILITIES~Medical Ninja~Fire Element~Wind Elements
PARENTS~Unknown
EXTRA DESCRIPTION~Died being burned with fire 3 years ago by a female ninja.
"So you believe me now, un?" Deidara asked me, I'm totally freaked out. Wait! Yeah, i could use the mind reading jutsu Ino used to teach me. I concentrated and Deidara wasn't joking.
"I don't get it, why would it be my bone? Is it a joke or something?" I said, completely terrified.
"No, none of us knew who placed the bones there and why, yeah." Deidara said shaking his head.
"Then, what am i now?" I said again. "Wait, you told every member about this?" I asked. "No, just Sasori."
"Phew, don't ever tell anyone else! Baka!" I shouted. "If you told Itachi-san about it, he would've gone mad! When he's mad he might refuse my offer to go sparring! I cant lose my chance to become stronger like that!" I added.
"Alright, alright, i won't tell the others about this." Deidara said. "Only in one condition, un." He smirked.
"What?!" I was slightly irritated and annoyed by this, and scared to, he might want me to kiss him or something...
"That you obey every single word i say, yeah." His smirk grew wider and wider as my jaw dropped lower and lower... "God damn it! I'd rather go to hell and become Hidan's sacrifice ceremony object than do everything you say!!" I shouted. Lucky for him, i didn't bring my double-X-sword here with me too or i would've sliced his head off to wipe he's smirk off of him. Oh, then maybe SLAP that smirk off his stupid face!
"I'm gonna break the secret..." Deidara walked towards the door of his room and ran outside and began shouting like crazy. "HEY THERE GUYS! MAKIDAN-CHAN HERE...pff..mhh..." I managed to cover his mouth just in time. "Okay okay, i'll do anything you want. Just don't break the secret..." I whispered. At this rate, his smirk grew even wider than before. Uft! I so wanna slap that smirk off his face!
"Go to my room and take off your coat, hat and shoes, yeah." He whispered back at me.
"What?! Hell no!" I screamed. "I'd rather sacrifice myself to Hidan so he could use me to sacrifice me to Jashin-sama! And i would rather be Orochimaru's vessel than stand here and argue with you!" I cried, i was trying to maintain my breath.
"HEY! MAKI-" i took out my both of my swords and stared at him with eyes red, yeah, my eyes do that sometime.
"You are done here." I said, i ran towards him and i sliced his head off.
"What's going on here?" Pein the leader said.
"Leader-sama, Deidara was going to do something that will interrupt my training and the Akatsuki's success to 20%, that's why i killed him for further protection of the Akatsuki's success. If i hadn't killed him by now, the Akatsuki's would've failed our mission." I said, Pein nodded in agreement. "Sasori knows of this too, but i believe he wouldn't be so reckless to do so."I added. Pein nodded in agreement and said that "Very well, if anyone else is included in this please inform me immediately, i would not tolerate traitors to Akatsuki's.
I smirked and asked, "Leader-sama, what should we do with his corpse?" I asked, "Including his head." i added. "Burn them like usual, and bury them in the ground at the usual part." Leader-sama said. "Oh, and er, could you take care of the team while i'm gone on honeymoon?" Leader-sama asked me, Pein and Konan had been married just last monh, and now their going on honeymoon. "Yeah, sure i could help you with that Leader-sama." I bowed towards him in respect.
What will happen to the Akatsuki's when Pein and Konan is out for a honeymoon for a month? Will Sakura's revenge be successful? The next chapter wont be in for long since i'm going to update it not long and not too soon.
In the mean time, i will be on hiatus for a while, so please be patient.
Reviews are much appreciated.
Thanks for reading! Merry Christmas everyone!
