I own no charecter in this story blah blah blah.

This story is dedicated to my best friend Bri.
Thank you for getting me into Death Note and thank you for being a friend.
I'd die for you too.

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I am sad.

You really don't understand. You're really not as bright as you think you are then. I know who you are, I know what you do, and I'm not stupid Raito. Neither are you. So why don't you understand?

Yagami Raito, you are Kira. I've known it for as long as you've been my friend. That's right, you are my friend. You're my first friend and my only friend. This is all so new to me, but I know what I should do. I just can't bring myself to do it.

You are untouchable. Not because you made yourself that way, no, far from it. You are untouchable because I made you that way. I was the only person who stood in your way, I still am. But I've made you untouchable, because I refuse to turn you in, I refuse to give you what you truly deserve simply because well…

I need you… I've found that I cherish your company, I want your opinion, and I enjoy the challenges you bring me. You remind me who I am and keep me sharp in an almost playful manner. Why, because you are my friend.

But, I know that you are Kira, I know that you will do anything to become the God you think you deserve to be. I know that you will kill me, because it's the only way to get what you want. I know I don't deserve it.

But you are untouchable. I can't stop you. So I will die for you, because you are my friend and you mean the world to me. When I lie cold and lifeless on the floor, I want you to realize I died for you, my friend. I died because I love you.

So I hope you're happy now my friend. I hope in the end, you feel it was all worth it. You couldn't give up murder for me, I guess I was just never good enough for you. Know I gave up Heaven for you, and when you die, I'll be waiting no where for your soul. Maybe then you'll understand.

Yagami Raito is my friend, I died for him. I am not his friend, that's why he let me die, that's why he is dead, and that's why I am sad.