I woke up first this time. Just another nightmare. Katniss is still sleeping and I decide not to wake her up. Snowflakes are swirling outside, but it's nice and warm here and I decide not to get out of bed. I reach out for my sketchbook and a pencil and start drawing snowflakes.
My father once told me that every snowflake is different. I try to make them different but it's always the same pattern.
I fill the whole page with snowflakes and Katniss still isn't awake. It's almost 9 am now and it's weird because she's always awake by that time. I'm getting really hungry so I decide to go to the kitchen and grab something to eat. I take some bread spread butter and jam on it.
After I eat I go back to our room again. I change and then I sit on a chair. I turn the over the page in my sketchbook and start drawing her. I decide I'll make it perfect and it takes a whole lot of erasing and correcting and after 30 minutes I'm happy with the face so I move on.
She wakes up 1 and a half hours later and I'm still not done. I quickly flip the page over to snowflakes. "You better not be drawing me…" she says and stretches. "No see I'm drawing snowflakes…" I say and show it to her. She looks at it for a while. She decides to believe me. "I just have to go to the bathroom." She says. Her face is weirdly pale. "Are you okay? You look pale." "I just have a headache, that's all." I still look at her. "Peeta, I'm okay, honestly." She says and kisses me "Now I really have to use the toilet." She takes some clothes and disappears behind the doors.
She comes out after 20 minutes. I don't know if it's just paranoia but she does look paler. "Katniss…" "Peeta I'm fi…" she doesn't finish.
She just falls to the ground.
