Spencer Reid lied in bed, awake and looking at the ceiling. He then looks at his lover, hwo lies asleep next to him, breathing softly.
His mind goes back to the time his father abandoned him and his mother; running away rather then help the family through their crisis. Then he thinks of Gideon, who was like a father to him. Then, the situation with Frank happened and he left.
Reid remembered when Hotch said he would never abandoned him. Then, afterward, he said that with their job, that they could die any day, that they could be gone from this earth.
"So, Spencer." Hotch said, "Lets live its our last day."
Reid snuggled into Hitch's embrace, making the older man groan and pulled Reid even closer to him. Reid fell asleep that that night, knowing that Hotch will never abandoned him and Reid will never abandoned him.
AN: A small drabble with Reid and his abandonment issues, which I think he will still be dealing with and some HotchXReid fluff. Enjoy! I dont own Criminal Minds!
