Remus Lupin a civil boy, a teacher pleaser. Always doing what other people want from him. Never doing what he wants, sits alone on the cold bathroom floor a razor up to his wrist
thinking ' all hell will be over in a few minutes of course if I do it.'
Later that day Sirius Black, a charmer for the ladies, sits on the common room couch thinking, which is quite odd since he doesn't do this a lot. But he does think, he thinks after
the full moon for instance. He always thinks after the full moon. He thinks how his crush turns into a flesh eating monster. He thinks about Grey Back and feels guilty just by being
related to him. He thinks about all the ways he could just end this this guilt. He thinks about the razor in his trunk. He thinks about potions and poisons. He even thinks about his
cousin Bellatrix who would be glad to kill him right then and there. But then, he thinks about all the people he loves and who loves him back. At these thoughts, he gains the will
power to live again and forgets all the thoughts about death. He smiles and walks up to his dorm to see this amber eyed man he can't get out of his head.
"Moony, Moony do you have the notes for today." Sirius shouts he waits a moment. "Moony?" Sirius decides to go to the dorm's bathroom.
'of course if I'm brave enough I'll just cut the wrist but of course I'm not. I don't see why I'm in Gryffindor anyway.' Remus Lupin puts the razor back in his coat pocket.
"Moony" Remuse hears his name being called.
"Padfoot I'm taking a piss what do ya want?"
"Holly shit Moony where did you learn that language." Does Sirius ever hear what is coming out of his mouth. Remus wonders.
"Seriously Padfoot do you even hear what comes out of your mouth on a daily basis?"
"Maybe" Sirius bites his lip "Are you done with your piss yet? I need to ask you a question."
"Yes I'm done peeing Sirius, now what is your question?"
Sirius pops his head up like a puppy offered a treat. "Did you get the notes for today?
"Sirius do you even have to ask any more they're in my binder."
Sirius Black loves the sound of that boys voice, but he'll never admit it. He'll never admit that he is falling for that one man. This is manly because, Sirius Black is a womanizer
and will never admit to being in love with a man. Well, okay he will Just not today.
After a bit of mischife, Sirius walks into the boy's dorm's Bathroom to find a pool of blood and a cold Remus Lupin smiling on the floor. Sirius stands there, scared that he will never get to tell Remus
anything, nothing, absolutely nothing. All of Sirius' hope is gone until he notices Remus twitch. Sirius runs over to Remus.
"Moony. Moony." Sirius is practically balling now. "Moony wha what happened M Moony."
"Sirius?" Remus sputters "What are you doing here?"
"I was gonna take a piss , but look at you Moony Your a mess" Remus smiles at Sirius' comment.
"Padfoot, my hell. . . It's about to be over."
"Moony don't go, Moony please, you're love by me. You're loved a lot by me. Moony, please, don't do this. I can make your life not so hellish, please."
"Please stay." Remus started laghing Laughing so hard. His whole body filled with glee at the sounds of these words. Remus used Sirius' wand to use a healing spell and clean up all
his blood of from the floor.
"Padfoot?" Remus asked
Sirius moaned in response
"What do you mean by you love me a lot?"
Sirius Smirked a little and leaned down toured the boy sitting on the floor. "What do I mean You ask." At that moment Sirius Black, a womanizer, leaned down and pressed his lips
against the pale boy beneath him. "What do you think"
