My eyes slowly open to find sollux on his knees, I move towards him and grab onto the back of his shirt as to shake him "Sollux, why are you crying?"

"Oh gog, what have done now? I'm thorry AA.." He said as if he hadn't heard me causing me to tug on his shirt, I could feel his entire body shaking as he sat there on his knees. Blood covered his hands, and pants as yellow tears fell down his cheeks.

"I'm right here, sollux! I'm right here, I wouldn't leave you here by yourself," I paused as my own hands begin to tremble. I lay my forehead upon his back as I took in a deep breath "can't you hear me? Sollux, I'm right here for you"

"I'm thorry, I'm thorry, I'm thorry." He choked out his lisp still rather strong as he forced himself to sit up. Looking down at his shaky, blood covered hands while his glasses slid from his face.

"I'm right here, sollux…" I whisper softly as I close my eyes while keeping my forehead against his back, I glance over at the large puddle of blood located near his knees. "No need to cry, I'm here"

His gaze seemed to follow mine. His body began to tremble once more as he looked at the large puddle, "I…I…" He barely managed to get out more than a word as his hands flew up and covered his tear covered face. Falling forward once more with his elbows resting upon the hard ground.

"shhh, it's okay," my voice a bit louder this time, though it was a bit shaky and cracked half way through. "I love you, sollux," I reach my arms his neck and rest my head upon his shoulder with a half smile "Everything going to be alright, just close your eyes. I love you no matter what, forever and ever," I place my hand on his cheek and wipe away one of his tears "Everything's alright now."