Samcedes OneShot : Chapter 1 : Try it on my own
ello ello ugh im back guys and this time for good , i finally have gotten over some bullshit that has been happening lately , and i will be posting more often ! the song used for this one shot is of course whitney houston try it on my own , i love this song so much its definitly worth listening to whilst reading this oneshot, please review and tell me what you all thought about it ! .
Peace, Love & All Things Samcedes
-Mimi xo
"Mercedes mercedes over here ' "On your left !' "Over here mercedes " "Miss Jones Miss Jones" as the paparazzi continued barking orders and the flashes of a million watts shon brightly lighting up the cold night air , mercedes posed with that perfect 'im so happy on the outside but inside im breaking' smile she had perfected over the years , ask anyone that truly knew her and they would all say she's not happy but then again there werent many people who knew the real mercedes, only her parents and of course...Him.
"Miss jones i hear your pregnant with your ex's baby can you confirm ?" "Mercedes do you still love your ex ?" growing more and more irratated at the absurd questions they were yelling at her mercedes blew kisses to her fans and made her way inside the venue of her last tour date.
Sitting in her makeup chair after 3 long hours of singing her heart out and sweating her weave out to her intense choreography mercedes wiped away the tears that were threatening to ruin her makeup clearing her throat she stared at her reflection in the mirror , "Who am i ? this isnt me ive pushed away everyone i love everyone that cared , i pushed him away too and now look at me alone and unhappy in a career that i use to love but since he's been gone nothing makes sense anymore" hearing a knock at her dressing room door mercedes quickly wiped at the remaining fallen tears and sat up straight smacking that perfect smile on her face once more ,
aopening the dressing room door stephanie mercedes personal assistant popped her head round the door frame "Hi Miss Jones sorry to disturb you" "oh stephanie is it time for the encore performance already?" "no no Miss Jones that performance isnt for another 20 minutes its just you have a visitor and hes demanding you see him or else he's not leaving" furrowing her brow mercedes was racking her brain trying to figure out who this "he" could be "okay thank you stephanie send him in" nodding her head stephanie shut the door and went to collect mercedes visitor.
Making her way into her dressing room bathroom mercedes removed her robe and put on her encore performance outfit , looking down at her self once she was fully dressed so many questions were running through her mind , like when did she become this person ! the church orientated conserved diva went from leopard print tshirts to overly sexual corsets , simple choreography to onstage fan lap dances , when did she let people walk over her and take control of her career ! , well no more , no more will she be told what to wear what songs to sing where to stand what to eat ! from now on mercedes jones was answering to one person and one person only and tonight everyone was going to know about it.
stripping off mercedes put on a simple zebra striped off the shoulder crop top and a pair of high waisted acid washed jeans and black boots , walking out of her bathroom with a clear mind and genuine smile on her face she was completely oblivious to the fact that there was someone sitting on her couch staring at her intently, "Well now theres a smile i havent seen in ages" her smile faded and her body suddenly became weak as she instantly recognised who owned that deep sensual voice.
abruptly spinning around mercedes took in the presence of the one person she loved more than anything , the one person who owned her heart "ssss-Sam what are you doing here?" moving closer to her Sam wrapped his arms around mercedes waist and rested his forehead against hers "I miss you cedes , i miss us ! every single day since we broke up all i can think of is you , my heart aches for you when your not with me cedes , i cant eat sleep or breathe without you , i know that your manager and people around you put doubts in your head mercedes but i believe in us i dont give a flying fuck what any one thinks about us i love you , you are my heart my soul my everything and im not going another second without yo..." Sam's confession was cut off by mercedes lips on his , their tongues dominating each other , the biggest mistake mercedes ever made was listening to her manager and the people around her who told her how wrong they looked together and why would someone like sam be with her and how it must be for the money or she's got to be pregnant with his baby , ever since that day mercedes was ashamed of her self for listening to other people and doubting her and sam's love but no more this was a new day !.
"I love you Samuel Evans the biggest mistake i ever made was listen to those bastards , i was so ashamed that i pushed you away that i doubted our love but i promise you from this day on i will love you until the end of time , i will believe in us whole heartedly sam , i cant function without you these past few months have been hell not coming home to you , or waking up in your arms or simply just hearing your voice , i love you so much baby please say you forgive me ? " sweeping her into a pasionate kiss Sam's heart was over flowing with joy , he had got his woman back and he couldnt be happier ! "Of course i forgive you baby i love you and nothing is ever gunna come between us ! now as much as i would love to spend all night in here showing you just how much i forgive you and how much ive missed you , you have an encore to perform ! i want you to go out there and show them the real mercy baby ! be you dont let people control you im gunna be front row and center cheering you on ! kill it babe " giving her one final kiss before he left the room Sam made his way to his seat.
Mercedes squealed like a school girl as she removed every trace of makeup from her face , she couldnt believe how she had just went from crying in her bathroom to floating on air , she has the love of her life back and she couldnt be happier ! now it was time to take her career back and do it her way. Wrapping her self into the black cloak she always wears onto the stage before she rips it off for her encore performance mercedes told the music engineer to play a different song when she reveals her self.
Walking to her spot in the center of the stage behind the massive red curtain Mercedes manager stood of to the side to watch the performance like always , little did he know it would be the last performance he would be watching as her manager. "Showtime" mercedes said to her self , as the curtain rose up and the music started mercedes ripped off the cloak , the screams of her true die hard fans got louder and louder as if they knew what she was doing , like they had been waiting for it ! other people just remained confused as to why she wasnt glammed up ready to give a fan a lap dance.
Taking a deep breath mercedes searched the front row for sam , once she had found him she blew him a kiss raised her hand to her heart and winked at him , giving her a beaming smile he yelled out "I LOVE YOU CEDES' letting out a chuckle mercedes mimed it back to him raising her microphone to her lips she ignored the protests of her manager coming from her left "Hey Guys ! now i know you msut be thinking what the hell is going on right ? well im gunna tell you , at the beginning of my career i had such a vivid idea of how it would all go , and who i would be , i always prided myself on doing everything myself , but lately i lost sight of that me , and i let people dictate to me on what i should wear , what i should eat , and you know i took it but when people started taking over my career i knew it was time for me to take it back and try it on my own ! " nodding her head to the music engineer whitney houston try it on my own intro blasted through the arena before mercedes angelic voice took over ..
I'm wiser now
Im not the foolish girl you used to know
So long ago
I'm stronger now
I've learned from my mistakes which way to go
And I should know
I put myself aside to do it in your way
But now i need to do it all alone
And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel no matter what I'll keep it real
You know
Time for me to do it on my own
the screams of her fans overtook the momentary silence, walking down the stage steps into the audience , mercedes began the second verse whilst touching the hands and hugging her loyal fans
It's over now
I can't go back to living through your eyes
To many lies
And if you don't know by now
I can't go back to being someone else
Not anymore
I never had the chance to do things my way
So now it's time for me to take control
And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel no matter what I'm gonna keep it real
You know
Time for me to do it on my own
making her way to Sam mercedes heart swelled as she saw tears of love and pride streaming down his face , running her hand across his cheek mercedes gave him a quick kiss on the lips before resting her forehead against his and continuing to sing
Oh, I start again go back to one
I'm running things in my way
Cant stop me now I've just begun
Don't even think about
It there aint no way about it
I'm taking names go down the line
Yes I'm gonna take my turn
It's time for me to
Finally stand alone
Stand alone
kissing sams cheek mercedes made her way back onto the stage , her fans still screaming their "i love you's" tears streamed down her face as she took the time to study her fans pride filled faces
I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if im right or wrong
I'll live my life the way i feel no matter what I'm gonna keep it real
You know
It's time for me to do it
See I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if im right or wrong
I'll live my life the way i feel no matter what I'm gonna keep it real
You know
It's time for me to do it on my own
holding the last note mercedes tilted her head back and took in the love that her fans were giving her , dropping the microphone as the curtains came down mercedes blew kisses to each and every fan she could before she left the stage ... tonight mercedes let go of the sadness she felt and instead embraced the love and she did it on her own...
so what did you guys think ?was it terrible x_x please review review review and let me know what you thought also if you guys have any one shot ideas you would like me to do pm me or leave it in your review !
