Why Does It Have To Be Like This?
Note: This is a story following after Secret since here in the US that's the only one I've seen since it just aired last week. Anyways, it's a Jalex (Jay/Alex) story. If you don't like them then don't read it. I love them together and personally think that Jay was an idiot to do what he did. Anyways, here's the story.
Alex walked through the halls of Degrassi Community School alone. Just clinging to her bookbag and herself. Without Jay she thought she didn't have a chance of making it but she had to show him that he didn't matter. Even if he did. She sighed when she saw him talking to Emma. She had found out about them right after she hit Amy. Her no good back-stabbing ex-best friend who went down on her boyfriend. Just then Amy cam up to her.
"Can I help you Amy?" Alex said standing against her locker.
Amy stood there not knowing what to say. "I'm sorry."
Alex laughed. "That's all you can come up with? I'm sorry? How about 'I'm a slut Lexxi. I shouldn't have hooked up with your boyfriend Lexxi. Knowing that you loved him Lexxi'. Pick whatever one you want but don't come to me with 'I'm sorry'. Okay?"
Amy looked down at the floor and then back at Alex. "Look, I don't know what you want me to say. It meant nothing to him or to me."
Alex pushed herself off the locker and looked Amy right in the face. "Still doesn't change the fact that you're a whore." Alex walked off.
Jay looked over at where Alex and Amy once were. He knew he screwed up and he was gonna try everything to ger back together with Alex. Jay walked off after her passing by Amy on his way who looked at him and then walked off. He just shook his head and kept going in the direction he saw Alex go in. He finally caught up with her.
"Lexxi…"
Alex turned around and laughed. "Come to say I'm sorry too? Or you got something better?"
Jay looked around and the pulled her into the library and into one of the isles.
"Look Alex don't pretend that you're not hurting. I know you. You're hurting just as much as I am."
Alex looked up at Jay. "You're hurting as much as I am? You have no clue on how I feel okay? You don't give a damn about me. You never have. If you didn't you wouldn't have hooked up with greenpeace and with Amy. No loving, caring boyfriend does that. I don't know where you got your diploma in boyfriendcy but you just failed…again."
Jay looked at Alex. Clearly hurt and pissed. "I give a damn. Okay? But, you know with you being off with Miss Princess and doing your thing I just…I just needed something to fill my time."
Alex scoffed. "So you chose the Ravine? Nice work Jay." She started clapping. "You've managed to make yourself look like an asshole and an idiot all in the same minute." Alex looked at him and then walked off.
