Hello
I hope you all are going to like my new story. There are a few changes in this, that don't happen in the books and films.
1. First one, Bellatrix was captured together with the other Death Eaters after the Battle of the Mystery Department.
2. She is not so mad in my story, cause I kind of like her, and want her to be a fun character in this story.
3. Severus Snape, is not a spy from the Order, but a spy for Voldemort, and he is dedicated to Voldemort and the Death Eathers.
There will be smut, and some dark scenes. There will be abuse, and other kind of things. Please only read this if you are 18 or older. :-)
I'm not sure what will happen in this story. I have an idea and I'm trying to go for it, but maybe there will be times, where I ask for your opinion.
Chapter 2 is currently under writing, and I hope to have it up in a day or so. I would love to hear what you think of it.
English is not my native languages, so there might be some misspelling and grammar fault. But I hope you will like it and look forward to hear what you think of it :-)
I don't own any character, but those I might create myself :-) all characters belong to J.K Rowling
Thanks to all of those who help me find a name for this Fic. I have decided on the name: Gray Matter, so thank you for letting me use it Michelle Mulvihill.
Chapter 1 has now been edited 29/01-2017, and there will be some changes in the others chapters as well. I'll let you know when the changes is happening, because you might want to read them again.
And I want to say thank you for all of your reviews. In this story, Hermione have been in prison for just over a year, and have turned 17, just so you know it. :-)
This has been beta read by MadamKitten and I'm so grateful for her help.
Chapter 1.
Hermione was lying in her cell, staring at the ceiling. She was beyond mad at everyone. She had no idea how long she had been in this damn cell along side the Death Eaters she had battled against in the Department of Mysteries.
After the battle, she had been taken away by aurors because of what she had done to Dolores Umbridge. When Dolores had come back from the Forbidden Forest after her encounter with the centaurs, she had been so furious at Hermione, and had demanded that she was put away in Azkaban. Because Umbridge was a highly respected member of the Wizengamot, the decision was unanimous.
So here she was. With no idea how long she had been here. She could hear the snores from the other prisoners in their cells. The dementors came every now and then, and she hated it. Her happiest memories were of her times at Hogwarts with Harry and Ron. They hadn't visited her, or wrote a letter. She hadn't heard anything from them.
She stood up and walked to the front of her cell. On her left, Lucius Malfoy was resident, and on her right side was Rabastan Lestrange.
"Rab? Are you awake?" she asked while sitting down with her back pressed up against their shared wall.
"Yeah I'm awake Sunshine."
Over time, they had gotten to know one another, and they always talked to each other before they fell asleep. Sometimes, she fell asleep up at the wall, with his hand in hers. They couldn't see each other, but they could hold hands, and Hermione found comfort in it.
"What day do you think it is?" Hermione asked, and slipped her hand outside the bars. His hand quickly found hers and held on tight to it.
"I don't know sunshine; I have lost count of the days."
"I hate it here Rab."
"Me too Sunshine, me too."
They sat in silence for a while, holding hands. She wouldn't admit it, but he helped her get a hold on herself, when she was close to losing it. Just as she helped him.
"What would you do if you got out tomorrow?" she asked him.
"Get a cheeseburger, I'm dying for one of those." he said and she chuckled a little.
"I never thought I would crave a cheeseburger." she said.
The food in the prison was not great. An old piece of bread and cold soup was what they got to eat. She looked down at her arms, and they were very thin. She had lost so much weight during her time in prison.
"Rab? Are you still awake?"
"Yup"
"Will you hold my hand until I fall asleep?" she asked. She would love for the wizard to hold her while she slept, but that was not an option.
"Always sunshine," he said and squeezed her hand a bit.
Hermione took the old blanket that was full of holes and tried to get all her body covered.
"Here sunshine, take mine." Rabastan said, and handed her his blanket.
"Thank you Rab." she said, and fell asleep upside the wall, with her hand in his.
The next morning, she woke up and was a bit cold, but it was her own fault. She should have slept on the thin mattress on the stone bed. She was sore and tired, and hated it here. And she could feel herself get colder and colder, and knew the dementors were coming.
"No, no, please, I can't." she kept saying to herself. This was one of her bad days.
"Miss Granger, don't think. Ignore them, just as we taught you." Lucius Malfoy said from the other cell.
Hermione could feel the coldness settling deep in her bones, as all the happiness was taken from her.
"Sunshine, listen to me. Remember what we taught you. You can do this." Rabastan said.
"I'm scared, I can't do it today." she whispered, while tears fell from her eyes.
"Come now sunshine, do it for me."
"Just focus on our voices Miss Granger, forget they are here." Lucius Malfoy said.
"Sunshine, talk to us."
"I hate them Rab!"
"Yeah, you and me both."
She could feel the dementor come to her cell door, and she tried to focus on Rabastan and Lucius, on what they taught her.
"Are you alright Miss Granger?" Lucius asked.
"I'm fine now, I'm sorry." she said.
"Don't be sunshine, you have nothing to be sorry about."
"God I wish I could take a shower, I mean my hair! It's one big rat nest now, I'm sure It looks just like Bella's, no offense." Hermione shouted down to the cell at the end of the hall, that was occupied by Bellatrix and her Husband.
"None taken!" came the reply, and she chuckled.
"Oh sweet Merlin, I want to get out." Hermione said.
"Say, Miss Granger, what would you do if you got out?" Lucius asked.
"I would get revenge on those who once called themselves my friends. They've never visited, not once! They just left me here to rot! I want to destroy them, and the order!"
"Yes well, I wouldn't exactly call them your friends if this is how they treat you. Tell me again why you are here while Mr. Potter is not? I was under the impression that he was with you in the forbidden forest with Dolores Umbridge?" Lucius asked.
"He didn't get convicted because it was my idea. Plus Dumbledore would never let Harry end up here, he needs Harry to bring down Voldemort."
"You sure got a lot of nerve calling him by name!" Antonin said from beside Lucius cell.
"Fear of a name, only increase the fear of the things itself." she said, and could hear Lucius laughing.
"I remember you said that the summer before your second year. Such a little thing you were back then." Lucius said.
"Yeah, I remember it too." she answered and chuckled a little. God, it felt like It was just yesterday when that happened.
"Let's play a game, I'm bored!" Bellatrix shouted, and they all groaned, it was going to be a long day.
