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CHAPTER 1

THE FEELING

"BELLA! I KNOW YOUR THERE! PICK UP!"I heard Alice screech from the little gray answering machine, I let out a heavy sigh and looked up from under my blue converter. I looked over to the other side of my room to the in table where I heard her talking from, debating if I really wanted to get out of bed.

"Fine don't pick up but I really need to talk to you I'm tired of you just sitting in that crap hole apartment all day." I heard her sigh from the other end. I knew she means well but I was tired of on going to clubs and these entire different places to try and cheer me up. But I knew there was nothing to cheer me up and I knew she knew deep inside of her too.

And why do I need cheering up? I mean she can't volunteer some where to cheer a little child up not me? There was nothing wrong with me I just was never happy. Sure I smile and laughed with my friends on some occasions but they all knew when I was lone I was completely useless.

So Alice as been trying this stupid new system where she takes me every fucking club she can think of in New York and try to find "the man". I rolled my eye just thinking about it. She dressed me up in theses hooker like outfits and dragged me in there where I new the only guys would go for me are the once that can barley walk or talk and all they want is to get into my pants. How in the hell am I supposed to find "the man" in a club?

And I knew I would new never find anyone to and I came to good conclusions with that, and I dealt with the fact and I'm over it. So she should too, and start spending more time with her boyfriend, and not dragging me to some cube for random guys to grind on me.

Plus, I realized that no guys would take me along time ago, when all of my friends got dates to the dance and went wile I stayed home reading books over and over again. I mean who would? I'm as plain as it gets, I have plain wavy, brown hair with stupid brown eyes nothing that really pops out like my friends Rosalie and Alice. With Rosales model like finger, long golden hair, and nice blue eyes. And Alice with her tiny but striking feathers, shiny Inc black hair, and her bright hazel eyes. I was kind of like the ugly duckling when I hung out with them I just learned to for get what I look like and concentrate wheat we were doing or talking it about with help in most cases, well except when we all dressed up and they dragged me to all the stupid night clubs.

I groaned and got out of my bed and stretched, hearing my muscles pop. Tripping over nothing wile I walked over to my dresser, I laid on the ground debating if it was really worth if I got up, instead of just laying there for the rest of my existence. When I finally got up I took a shower and got ready for work, putting on my shirt for work which is a book store named Barnes and Noble.

I put my hair up in a messy bun and slipped on my black flats along with grabbing my bag and keys to my apartment. Sadly I don't have a car, so I was stuck walking to work and every where I had to go.

The street was crowed, me occasionally tripping and falling into people, making to where I got yelled at by some people. I walked a few more streets down passing Alice's beauty salon named, well Alice's Beauty Salon obviously. I looked as passing by and saw Alice talking to her boy friend Jasper a tall, lean blond man who she has been dating forever and they were still very much in love as the first day they met. Alice spotted me and started to wave and bounce in her spot which made me smile and shake my head. She waved for me to come in and I shook my head because is I did I would be really late for work. She frown and gave me a confused look and I pointed at my watch on my wrist signaling the time. She scaled and ran out pulling Jasper behide.

"Don't give me I'm going o be late you have fifteen minutes to spare." She glared and me.

"Okay whatever. What do you need to talk about?" I asked.

"Ok before you say no hear me out." She said and held her hands out. By this point I new it was going to be bad.

"No."

"Wait you haven't even got heard what I was going to say." She whined and pouted at me.

I groaned. "That's because I'm not retarded and know what your going o say is something bad." I said eyebrows rose.

She glared and said. "who cares if you say no me and Rose are going to make you go anyway." She said crossing her arms across her chest.

"I bet you will." I grumbled and Jasper laughed next to Alice making her smile but me glare at him.

"Hey no need for the glaring, he just knows that I'm always right and I get my way." she said I rolled my eyes at her; I could see Jasper nod his head beside her.

"So are you going to tell me where you dragging me to or are going to just sit there and tell me how you're a bitch and get your way every time." I said in a bored tone.

She glared and my comment and then smiled and told me. "Me and Rose are taking you to the new club that opened up, The Eclipse!" She said and squealed making people around as turn in our direction and I grimaced and said sorry.

"Why is this so exiting we go to a club ever week and all them are the same." I said and rolled my eyes.

"But this one is supposed to the best." She said excitedly and started doing her little bounce thing.

"Whatever Alice." I said and looked down at my watch seeing I had three minutes to get to work." I have to go I'm already lat as it is." I sighed.

"Okay Rose and I will pick you up after you get off of work." She said I just waved and started walking toured the book store.

I ran in the store, pulling on my red vest and running to my boss, Esme who I thought of like a mom. She has waving shinny brown hair and a hart shaped face and like Alice and Rosalie very pretty. She wore her blue vest and her blue T-shirt with her black dress pant and heels.

"I'm so sorry! Alice stopped me and had to tell me about this stupid club an-"she cute me off.

"Bella, it ok I understand Alice is a hand full." She said with a laugh and I let out a sigh of relive and smiled at her.

"Thanks I'll start sorting the new books." I said.

"Okay sweetie." She said and added. "You should try to enjoy your self tonight." She said in a worried tone. " maybe find a cute guy." She added sagest fully.

"sure." I said with a forced smile, and she sighed and waked to the front to start the cash register.

The day was going by fast a few people asking me where books were or if we had them, it was now two minute tell closing and I was preparing for the night ahead of me.

"Bella would you check around and see if anyone is still browsing around the store for me?" Esme asked.

"Yeah sure." I said with a smile though I hate it when I have to do this because it always so creepy all empty walking downs the book isles.

I walked through down the shelves and then got a cold chill that ran through my body. I couldn't really tell if it was a bad chill or a good chill, it was something I've never felt before like coldness mixed with a electric shock, which made my body heat up and a cold shock through out my body. It felt nice, and that sacred me so I ran back to the front.

I closed up the store quickly with Esme never wandering to the back and waited for Alice and Rose in the front of the store.

When their car finally came they yelled for me to get in, so I quickly hoped into the back.

They talked the whole way about different celebrates and crap I don't pay attention to or don't care about.

The time they were talking about that I thought about the weird feeling I got, and how in a way I wanted to feel it through my body again.

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