This is my first fan fiction so go easy on me. There may be spoilers if you haven't seen episode 20 somethingth I forget. Anyway enjoy the story R&R.

'this' thought

"this" spoken

Chapter 1: the Visit

'Maybe I should just go home' thought Light as he struggled against the depression that surrounded the graveyard and himself.

'Visiting his grave will cause me nothing but pain' he thought as he headed toward the lone grave. The grave of the man who's death he was responsible for. The grave of his best friend. Of his worst enemy. Of his one true love.

He knew that the death god, Ryuk, was behind him. He also knew he very much wanted to be alone. "Ryuk" he said as he reached the grave, his grave. "Would you leave me alone?"

"Okay" said Ryuk indifferently turning to leave but not before he saw Light fall to his knees shaking with the force of his sobs. Ryuk left thinking that he should leave or he would never get apples again.

'Why did I come here' Light thought 'how can I still breathe when he no longer can.' Raito tried in vain to hold back the tears of despair, of loss.

'Why did I kill' the word brought on another wave of despair, 'my only real friend when he trusted me'

"How could I kill you...? Ryuzaki" the words he said, the name he said, tore shreds through the mangled mess that was his heart. He fought against the blackness and despair that threatened to engulf him but it was stronger.

He couldn't fight anymore so he curled into a ball on his side and let the grief have him.

'How could I do this' repeated over and over in his head.

There he fell into an uneasy sleep, curled up next to the grave of an angel, of the one he killed of the only one he would ever love.

END CHAPTER 1

Yay the first chapter is up happy dance. I know this chapter in a little dark but the next chapter is brighter. Please review if you want to see the next chapter I need at least one review. Thanks for reading.